"Sure ka hindi ka nilalamig?" I wanted him to say the truth, instead he acted poised without a hint of shivering.
"No, why?" His eyes wondered, this asshole is a magnificent liar. "Go to sleep then." Utos ko at wala siyang kumot, he replied a blank smile before lying on the bed again.
"Night."
His eyes were shut-off, now that I could see his face clearer his eyes also had dark circles, one that I never noticed. I wanted to see him sleep again, I was persistent to stay awake even if I was half-asleep.
"Jazz?" I asked, no answer.
I watched him sleep and his body started to shiver again, his teeth gritted in his sleep his arms hugged himself, should I leave him alone like that? Not that it's my responsibility but it's my principle to return kindness with kindness.
I lightly slapped him on the face , "Oi." He didn't wake up and continued shivering, I slapped harder and harder but he wouldn't buldge, "Are you dead?" I shrugged his body but I never got a reaction, this motherfucker is gonna die!
"Wake up!" With all of my strength I slapped him flat on the cheeks.
That fucking slap was so crisp, birds flew at the distance, "Ow!" Jazz shot up, holding his cheek and I saw him wince in pain, he looks at me with glaring eyes, "Nananaginip ka." Ani ko habang pinupunasan kunyari ang pawis nya sa noo.
"Really?" He frowned his eyebrows and his gaze softened, hauls a breath of relief but now he couldn't hide his body that trembled, his eyes looked like it was about to pass out I slapped him again.
"Why slap me?" His brows furrowed into confusion, caressing his cheek and he glared at me, "I just saved your life." I glared at him too.
"Why?" He looked confused, "Because you're going to die?" My brows creased, he looks down and it looked as if he was questioning reality, his body kept trembling it pissed me off.
"Walang malisya." I crawled on him, feeling the tense rise up.
"Why?"
"Puro ka why!" Nangigigil na ako! Why ng why ang hayop! He was really confident earlier ah? Bakit biglang naging lutang tong lalaking to?
I sucked a deep breath and shut my eyes, my palms closed entrapping my anger, calm down Heart, calm the fuck down!
I exhaled and looked at him with concerned eyes, "We need each other's heat for the night." I—-It fucking sounded like I just wanted my body on his, "I'll feel your boobs on my back though." He answered.
"Then i'll be in front."
"Then you'll feel my dic—"
"Wag na!"
He placed a pillow on his lap, it was crazy that I am now spooning in front of him, on his manspread legs and the pillow blocked from me feeling his longgadog.
His eyes lingered at me curiously, as if he was eager to find any signs of discomfort or disapproval from me but I was the one who initiated.
"You're really okay with this?" He asked with a voice barely above a whisper.
"Yes." I replied.
"You're agreeing despite having a traumatic past, don't do this just because I feel cold, Medusa." He murmured.
"I have healed from my past, Jazz. Thank you for reassuring me." I tilted my head above where his eyes lingered mine, figuring if I was sincere and I followed a little but annoyed smile from earlier. I just don't want to remember it anymore.
