Her good and evil.

Unforgivable mistakes?

We have been back at school for a few days now and the feeling of being watched is still there. It's there everywhere. When I'm in class when I'm eating when I'm just with my friends .... And even when I'm just lying in bed. I hope from the bottom of my heart that it's not Rafal conspiring or that he knows I have that book.

Speaking of that stupid book. I've tried everything. Every opening spell, every enchanted key, every enchanted needle .... but nothing worked with that stupid book. I also borrowed a few books from the libraries about blood magic and how to get it, but I only found out what I already knew. You can only get blood magic if you get it from someone and that someone is Rafal. According to every book, he is the only wizard seen with blood magic in all these years, and no one else.

My hopes of ever getting that book open faded with every book I read and with every attempt I made to get it open.

In a few minutes, I had a class with Lady Lesso and I didn't really feel like it either.

With a sigh, I got up and walked out of my room. I walked to the main hall where I was meeting my friends.

" I am so not looking forward to class today," complained Anadil as I joined them.
" What is our class about anyway? " I asked her.
" Transformation. Being able to change into whatever and whoever you want," said Hester in response to my question.
" And before you ask. Yes, it has to be with a spell and not with an enchanted needle," she said quickly after which I sighed.

I hadn't yet told my friends about the fact that my magic had grown, so I still had to pretend that I couldn't do it without an enchanted needle. To be honest, I wasn't doing anything else this vacation. When the uncanny feeling of being watched was gone for a while, I turned myself into a pigeon or a cat to go around the schools and find a possible solution to my book problem.

With a deep sigh and without meaning to, we began walking toward her classroom.

When we finally got there and had just a minute before the bell rang, we all sat down in our seats and unfortunately for me, it was still next to Sophie. I looked at her and inspected her gaze. I have to say though. Since being dragged to the doom room by those wolves, her fashion choice has improved greatly. She was wearing a black/gray short dress, her short hair had a slight curl underneath and she had some kind of black crown on her head. Even though her taste has improved, so has her ego.

" Silence! "

Lady Lesso entered the classroom and banged her cane on one of the benches to get us to be quiet.

How beautiful she still looks. What are you thinking now y/n? One minute she had you tied up so she could fuck you and the next you wake up in her arms and she sends you away as if screaming. She doesn't deserve your love. And the pain you feel now is because of her, so why are you still thinking about her like that?

I was scolding myself in my head for my thoughts when I got the feeling of being watched again. I looked up and looked straight into the eyes of the red-haired woman. Her gaze held a kind of sadness and regret, but I wouldn't be able to guess what that was for. She was the one who had sent me away and not the other way around. I could have guessed that she would read my mind and maybe I should keep that in mind from now on. Her gaze changed back to the stern one she always had during her classes and she started talking further.

"As some of you may already know, today's lesson is about transformation. Now, since some of you already know and can do more of this subject than the others and thus can transform into greater things than the rest of you, I think it would be best if we now go outside. " at the now, she snapped her fingers and we were all no longer sitting at our benches, but were now standing on a field instead.