Forever Lonely...[ON HOLD]

Forever Lonely...~3 (part 1)

Okay so this is only one part....

sorry if its short but i didnt know what else to write and i dont want to give anything else away so i have saved it for the next chapter

so Enjoy!! :)

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Once Grace had left everything was turned upside down. I got let to do everything yet got blamed for doing nothing.

I started failing my classes and this was only in primary school starting high school.

I stayed up till 9:00pm every night just to get my homework done, sometimes it felt like I was living Cinderella’s life but hidden in my own.

It wasn’t just my life that had been turned upside down, it was my sisters to.

But her’s was better, she got a job, her depression was going good and she was actually having a life, even though I didn’t see her much when I went up to dads cause she was always working or with her friends but I except that, you can’t always have the time of day for me.

 I mean mum doesn’t so why should anyone else?

The teasing in school had gotten worse as years passed on, but I’m lucky to have friends that know me for me, not for what I look like.

But I know deep down inside there only my friends to give me sympathy.

I try to be strong but it ends up with me crying like a baby, not knowing what path to take.

I know it sounds cheesy but that’s really the way it is for me, I need a path to lead me in the right direction.

Otherwise I won’t get anywhere.

This year had to be the worst ever.

The street had found out something horrible, something that shocked me.

I guess mum couldn’t keep her mouth shut.

She told someone her deepest darkest secret, only to be spread around the street and to welfare.

It was about Jackson.

It’s not the typical rumours that a street will start up for no reason.

The talk was true, now I defiantly understand why Grace wanted out. Because I do to…

Grace>>

Life wasn’t going so great for Lucy, it will never be the same. She’s stuck with no way out.

Now the talk that’s happening in the street makes me sick.

Memories come back knowing that the talk is true.

Something that Lucy doesn’t know about.

******Before Grace left****

I silently walked through the door after a hard night of partying. I felt bad for having to wake up Grace but she knew that it was the only way for me to bend the rules, and it’s like a game of.. What’s it called when you have to walk and when the light tur-

Spotlight!

Just don’t get caught by mum.

I walked quietly to my room and flopped on my bed. I was so exhausted I didn’t bother about changing.

Morning came quickly, I didn’t bother waking up early because I knew I would be heading straight for the toilet.

Consequences of drinking.

My eyes started to get heavy again .

I soon fell back into a deep sleep.

A while later I felt my bed dip, I knew it would be one of the dogs, but when I turned around I was frozen still to find who was in my bed.

Cuddling me from behind.

Jackson…

I screamed at the top of my lungs, making Jackson jolt up in an upright position.

HE quickly scrammed off my bed and bolted out the door while my mum came racing in from behind.

“Hunny, what’s the matter?”

What do I tell her?

Do I tell her how I found her husband, my step dad cuddling me from behind, not knowing what he would be doing next?

I had to lie.

“It’s nothing mum I just had a bad dream that’s all. Nothing to worry about.”

“Okay if you say so. Oh and get up will you? You need to find a job I’m sick of you being lazy.”

I groaned slightly.

I hate my life…

*****

Now that his secret was around the street, Lucy really needs to get out of that house, I don’t know what I would do if Jackson did something to her.

I wouldn’t even know where to begin.

Lucy>>

With the truth out, I was scared.

I was scared to live under the same roof as him.

He doesn’t know that I know is killing me.

Just like when you like someone but don’t have the guts to them.

But this time it’s a nightmare.

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yeah i know its short but like i said i didnt want to give anything away.

So im sad at the moment, this morning i was on the what hots list and now im not....  so devo right now :'(

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