walking amongst the dead (TWD x reader)

Part 11

Y/N pov in dream after Simon left her

My feet were submerged in an inch of water, the floor was black with a faint red glow wherever I stepped making a small smile tug on the corner of my lips. 

'Beautiful'

I looked around seeing darkness spread far and wide trapping me and yet I yet as free as ever. There was a slight breeze making me close my eyes and spread my arms out before the faint sound of barking caught my attention. 

My head turned in the direction of the sound and saw Rosco, his tongue handing out his mouth as he ran in what seemed like slow motion confusing me as I walked closer soon realising I couldn't move more than two steps before hitting an invisible wall.

'The fuck?'

My hand touched it and didn't move any further confusing me more as Rosco started whining making me look up and see a hoard of walkers stagger towards him emerging from the darkness.

"Come here boy!" 

I crouched down screaming banging on the barrier but he wasn't fast enough, I watched my fury companion get chewed limb from limb just like I did to Dave making my mouth go dry.

'No'

Silent tears fell from the corners of my eyes 'No....No... NO NO NO NO!' My hands fisted my hair tugging on the strands making me cry more while screams left my throat.

Negan pov

It was now mid day and I needed Y/N since we were going to Alexandria. I smirked swinging Lucile over my shoulder and knocking on her door "Y/N you up?" I called getting no answer making me annoyed.

'Rude'

I rolled my eyes pushing the door open looking round the room before my eyes landed on her figure facing away from me. She was curled up and looked to be trembling making me worry.

"Y/N?" 

I walked to the other side of the bed to see her clearly and she was having a nightmare. I placed my hand on her shoulder to wake her up but the second my hand touched her skin she bolted up breathing heavy and glaring at me.

"You okay?" I asked standing up offering a hand but she swatted it away getting up herself "What do you want Negan?" her voice was a little Shakey but I understood why "We're going to Alexandria I'll let you scout future meals as you say if you're ready in five?" She nodded her head and rushed me out the door with her small hands on my back making me laugh.

"Don't make me wait to long Doll!"

Y/N pov

Seeing Rick. Today. It's the next day. Okay okay that's fine Daryl should be gone. I took a deep breath and smiled rushing to put clothes on before sliding my knifes on my body and my guns in their holsters. 

I called for Rosco to follow and made sure to avoid the hallway with dead Joey in 'How had no one found him yet?' I thought while rushing down stairs licking my teeth under my mask from the thought of the blood sliding off my knife from my swift kill the night before.

Shaking the thought I rushed outside with Rosco a few steps in front of me "There she is!" Negan shouted grinning opening my door letting me in while slamming it shut behind me and getting in a few seconds later behind the wheel. "You look excited Doll" Negan smiled showing off his white teeth making me blush a bit on the tips of my ears.

"Future meals and all, wanna make sure they're eating right" 

I mumble letting my head hit the window and closing my eyes with a soft smile on my face hidden by my mask.

"Get some sleep I'll wake you when we're there" I hummed already out of it and felt Rosco's head nudge my foot letting me know he's on guard.

Rick pov

Pacing back and forth, sweat dripping from my brow with a small smile while Daryl stood in front of me with a black eye cuts and bruises but a small smile.

"She saved me Rick" 

I nodded and pulled him in for a hug "She's one of us... has been from the start even if she's not human" I muttered into his hair before pulling away grinning "She said they're coming today... I need to get to hilltop first" I nodded and watched him wonder off to get some stuff before hopping on his new bike.

"Be sure tell tell her I said thanks... and that I miss her" 

I nodded and saw his ears go pink as he drove off through the open gate leaving a dust trail behind him. 

"Shut the gate"

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I looked at the food stock which was running low then to my son Carl (Coral haha) His hair covered his bandaged eye but the other looked at me with hope. 

"She's coming today Dad" 

I nodded ruffling his hair like I did all those years ago "I know... and she's on our side" I smiled packing up the work I was doing before looking in his direction again "We need to give her a message" his voice was full of determination.

"No" 

"B-But dad she needs to know!" A sigh escaped my lips and a frown made it's way onto my face "I know she does but we can't have Negan finding out we know her so pretend you don't... well nod at her or smile but that's it" 

Carl nodded before storming off slamming the door behind him leaving me there with a phantom pain in my chest.

"If only this never happened... Lori our noy grew up so much" I had a sad smile on my face remembering my late wife before the image of Michonne filled my vision.

'Shit I'm gonna ask her to marry me'