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16|Anubhav's words (1)

Song for the chapter: Kahani Suno 2.0 by Kaifi Khalil

Words from my heart

I have tasted love and I have tasted death. Unsurprisingly enough, they have tasted vaguely familiar to me.

And trust me, this has actually got me to pen down a memoir that might eventually get erased from my memory. A memoir about my own misadventures with love and death. A memoir where I praise my beloved with all her beautiful flaws. A memoir where I show that I still love my family even though they are the reason that I have died for a thousand times already.

Of Late my superficial attempts at metaphor and  my own loss of writing ability is also a testimony that I am losing the track of time. I can barely distinguish between the end and the beginning now. For suppose the first ever time I had fallen in love with her also loomed like the last time probably I would meet her but time had other plans obviously. Just as things seemed to have to end between the two of us but I know somewhere a new beginning awaits us. And this memoir of mine is something that  keeps a track of all the things time has unfurled in front of me. Something that might finally free me from my writer's block for I don't wish to meet death for eternity as a defeated man.

PS- I often find myself lost in thoughts of you, Sia, as if you are the compass guiding me through the chaos of my mind. You saved me even without knowing and I wish I could repay with all the love of the world. I wish you to remember not just my absence but the laughter we shared, the moments that made life so vividly beautiful. Know that even in my silence, my heart beats with the echo of your name. I hope you find happiness, even if it's not with me, for you deserve the world and more. 

Love,
Anubhav Bhattacharya Sharma