Caterina x E.R.

PARTY

-E.R.'s pov

She walks back into my trailer and shes wearing a crop top and gym shorts. I cant help but stare at her boobs which are so perfectly round. I look up to her and see her eyes are burning into the muscles in my arms.

Shes already in a giggly mood because we have started drinking and I guess the alcohol has started to kick in. Shes holding all of our makeover stuff and I have a rush of energy come over me "IM GIVING YOU A MAKE OVER FIRST!" I shout being inconsiderate of what she wants.

"Okay, okay" She says grinning.

"What type of look do you want" I say sarcastically. I start grabbing brushes and different things, I do know a little bit about makeup because I have my makeup done on set but its only little touch ups. Caterinas makeup bag is filled with loads of stuff I used to own before my transition so it does make me stop for a second but I take a sip of my drink and continue.

I finish her makeover and I get out my phone to show her in my camera. She grabs my phone off me and is speechless. "I-I thought you were gonna make me look bad on purpose but you actually did a good job" she says as she looks up at me.

"Thank you, I watch Tai young (their makeup artist on set) in the mornings" I say.

"Im too tired for that" she jokes. "Your turn!" She says.

She finishes my makeup and I look at it I freeze for a second, it doesn't feel great I tend to avoid wearing makeup and thats because it makes me feel like a girl. I fake a smile on my face because we are just having fun but I think she noticed the sadness in my face when she grabs a bright green eyeshadow and rubs it on my forehead. "Thats better" she laughs which forms a smile on my face too.

We are listening to Cats playlist because not everyone is a fan of my music, she listens to mostly Taylor Swift but then my song Austin comes on and she blushed as she starts singing. You can tell shes tipsy because shes finding everything thing I say absolutely hilarious.

"Wait I dont mean to be rude but your song is about a girl, are you gay?" She asks. Yep definitely drunk.

"Umm yeah I am, is it not obvious?" I laugh. That was a tiny bit awkward for me but we move on.

"Well I didn't want to make assumptions you know" She says. Shes now trying her best to look into my eyes but shes dizzy so its not working out for her.

"Yeah its fine, Im lesbian if you wanted to know?" I say just to clear things up.

"Oh wait so you have a crush on a female cast member" She says as if she has made a great discovery.

"Yeah.." We both go silent. "So now you know my sexuality its only right I know yours.. Shit sorry that was rude" I say in an eager voice.

"Thats the thing, I do want to tell you but Im not sure, I have only dated men but Im recently being tested" she states.

"So you like women?" I ask curiously.

"Im not sure, I've had crushes but nothing like this and I've never done anything with a woman so I cant know for sure-" She stops. "Sorry its the alcohol talking". Its like she just snapped out of whatever sort of alcoholic trance she was previously in.

"Well do you think you would ever do anything with a woman?" I ask desperately trying to continue the conversation.

"I think at some point in my life I may, I could go through a mid life crisis and become a lesbian" She jokes.

We have done shots and drunk way more than we should've but I cant get our conversation out of my head, its playing over and over like a parrot is behind me telling it.