I Work For One Direction

Chapter 11

I ordered pizza for the boys I had been too frazzled to try and cook anything. All I did was think about that interview and my face plastered on ever t.v. all over the world. Well not all over the world but close enough. I laid on the couch staring into space thinking about everything. What I'd rumors start floating around about me and the boys? What if I can't even walk down the street with out being attacked by people with cameras? What if One Direction fans hate me? I didn't want to be such a public figure. I could never get used to that. Come on Jess don't think about that right now.

Ding ding!

I looked over at my phone which lit up. I reached over and grabbed it and I unlocked the screen and saw I had a text.

FROM: Harold!

I miss you already...x

I froze at the message. What was going on? Were me and Harry in a secret relationship? Could I even call it a relationship? Friends with benefits? I didn't know.. Why is my life so confusing all of a sudden?!

TO: Harold!

You do??

FROM: Harold!

Yeah.. Don't you miss me? x

TO: Harold!

To be completely honest I do. Is that weird?

FROM: Harold!

Not at all babe(: I'll see you soon x

TO: Harold!

:)

I didn't know how to explain what Harry and I had. There were feelings buried behind it but they were feelings I wasn't too eager to admit. Harry is known for his flirting and the girls he gets. He could just look at any type of girl and she'd fall for him with in a snap. What made this different? I knew I had to keep the relationship a secret. I didn't want the head lines to say something like : Harry Styles Banging The Maid or Gold-digger Jessett Pampa and Teen Sensation Harry Styles Dating. I didn't know what to think anymore. My mind was swirling with if and or buts. Why couldn't I just ask Harry? Because I was too scared.

I stood up and went to the bathroom deciding to kill the time I had left alone. I searched for my makeup bag and started to get frustrated when I couldn't find it. "Where the hell is it?!" I huffed. I remembered I had left it in the other bathroom when Harry and I had our little altercation. I shimmied my way to the bathroom and found my bag in the floor. I picked it up and took everything out of it. What look am I going for today? I thought. I brought out my beige some what shimmery eye shadow and decided I would go for an earthy look. A little bit of brown eye liner and a little bit of mascara. Se blush to bring the color back into my face and a simple pinkish lip stick which I picked up for sale by loreal. Perfect.

I went back into my room and changed out of the sweat pants I was wearing. I was done with bumming it. I put on some tan kaki shorts and paired it with a brown belt. I threw on a shirt my mom bought me last year. It was a regular white shirt which wasn't skin tight. It was short in the front and long in the back. It practically covered my shorts in the back. I looked at the mess of my hair. Since I didn't blow dry it this morning I couldn't do much with it. I brushed through it which made my waves jump up with volume and frizz. "Ugh." I fishtailed it to the side and decided it was the best I could do.

2:44pm.

The boys will be home soon. I better get the plates out, I said.

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The boys piled in mid laughter and looked at the pizza boxes. Louis darted as he stared at the variety of pizza.

"No way!" He yelled. "It's been forever since I had pizza!" He opened the first box and his eyes widened. "Pineapple! Jess.. I think you secretly love me." He winked.

"I just might." I winked back.

"Ohhh." Zayn and Niall hollered.

I giggled. "Alright eat and I want to watch one of the movies I got for Lou. I was thinking Bruce Almighty and then Liar Liar."

"I think we should get a DNA test. We might just be related." Lou said. His mouth was full of pizza.

"Mouth closed." I pointed and used my mommy voice. "So.. Today's interview," I began.

"You saw it?" Liam looked up at me.

"Yes. My face was on freaking t.v!" I shouted. "I was freaking out for about 15 minutes."

They all laughed.

"It's not funny. I don't want everything to change." I slumped back onto the couch. I wasn't in the mood for eating. "No offense but I don't want to live the life you live. That would suck."

"It will be hard for a few days but people will let go of it and find something less to obsess over." Liam have me hopeful eyes.

"You're so full of wisdom daddy direction." I leaned my head on the sofa arm and scrunched my nose as he smiled at me. My eyes looked over at Harry who was laughing with Niall about something. I sighed and stood up putting a movie in. Might as well start this movie marathon.

"We should totally do that!" Zayn yelled.

"What are we doing?" I asked.

"Gonna go out tonight. I don't think you're old enough to come with us." Zayn said giving me a frown.

"I don't like to go out anyway. Too many people." I smiled.

"You and Harry can watch movies together then." Zayn patted Harry on his back.

"Harry isn't going?" I looked at him and his eyes flickered to me and then back at Zayn.

"Not old enough either. Our little baby." Liam cooed.

"Oh." My cheeks burned red. Please don't look at me please don't look at me. Me and Harry. Harry and I. We would be in this house all alone for a few hours. I should have ran for my life at that moment. Dammit.

This is gonna be an awkward night.