I Work For One Direction

Chapter 36

I stood there and watched Ashley as he got into his car. He pulled out rather aggressively and my mom meakly went into the house. I walked up to the house slowly and didn't even bother to knock. I walked in to see my mom crying. It was strange to see my mother cry. She wasnt a crier. She didn't cry when my dad left or when I told her I had plans to move out. She was a strong woman but I guess she loved Ashley a lot. "Mom?" I asked sitting next to her.

She wiped her tears quickly and gave me one of her 'I cant believe that just happened' smirks but then she just started crying again. 

"Mom.." I cooed as I placed my arm around her. "What happened?" 

"Ashley's job transferred him and I guess I overreacted right away. As always." She said it as if it was a mental slap.

"Transferred? Where?" 

"New York, in a week." She cleared her throat. "Maybe less."

"Whats the big problem with moving? It's just another place, that shouldn't matter." 

"Oh honey." She said patting my hand. "I cant leave you behind like that. Its too far away and you come first no matter what." She wiped the last of her tears and stood up, disappearing into the kitchen. "Do you want some tea?!" She yelled.

I was staring off into space. It was like I stabbed her in her back. I moved out so her and Ashley didn't have to worry about a teenage girl all the time. I wanted them to be together and have privacy and now my mom was throwing away all the love Ashley was giving her because she's an amazing mother. She was so selfless that I hated her for it. But then an idea sprung into my head that I didn't even second guess at the moment. A decision that would change my life. "Yeah, sure mom. I'd love some tea." I said.

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I walked home very slowly. I just thought in my head what I had done. What I had decided to do. Louis and Liam suggested I went on the tour with them but I didn't have an answer to them at the time and now I do have an answer and I don't know if I like it. I don't know if I like it because of Harry. If I went through with it where would that leave us? Would it be strange or would it be a good thing? I was left, again, confused. Why did I open my mouth and make the decision so quickly? I should have thought about it first. I cant wait to see the boys' faces when they hear this. To be honest I want to avoid it as much as possible. But how? I needed to get this off my chest. I needed to ask someone how it would affect everyone. I pulled out my phone and sent a quick text.

I need to talk to you about something important.. Are you alone?

I got a text back with in the minute.

Not right now but I will be in about 20 minutes? Wanna go to your place like before?

I sent a yes and a smiley face and headed in the opposite direction of the hotel. I couldn't wait to see what kind of a response I would get but I didn't care. I just needed someone I could trust. I just didn't want to put anyone in the position where they were sworn to secrecy from the people they cared about. We were all family but just this one time I needed to avoid our crazy family and really depend on someone inside it to guide me. 

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HOLY CRAP LOL

What do you guys think is gonna happen??? Im so sorry that this chapter what so short but It will be explained very shortly. Hope you guys stick around :DD