I Work For One Direction

Chapter 22

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In Harry's point of view again

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"Harry?"

I looked up at her and my eyes immediately went to the scrape on her arm. It looked bad to me. I sighed as I stared at it. She moved her arm and his it behind her back. "Does it hurt?" I asked not bothering to whisper.

She rolled her eyes. "I'm a big girl, it's fine." She stated. She walked to the couch and my head followed her. Once she sat down she slumped back and looked up at me. "Are you gonna sit down or stand there like a cluck?"

I sat down quickly next to her but I made sure I didn't sit close. I tried to look at her her but I couldn't. It was almost as if I was afraid of her and I was. I was afraid of what she'd do. I didn't want her to yell or to cry it to say she didn't want to be with me. Why am I so stupid? I shook my head and she noticed.

"What's on your mind?"

I shook my head again.

"Okay we need to talk about this. We can't just sit on it and hope for it to go away." Her voice was assertive.

I still didn't say anything.

"Harry I'm not mad at you." She said. "It was an accident and I know that. I just want to know if you know."

I clenched my teeth. "Accident or not it shouldn't have happened Jess!" I stood up. I finally had the courage to talk and I was yelling. But not at her. I was yelling at myself. "I'm such an idiot! Why did I do that?!" I ranted on an on pacing back and forth as she stared at me. "This stuff should never happen. You should feel safe with me! But no, instead I hurt you!"

"Harry... Can we take this in the other room. I have a feeling we have some eaves droppers!" She yelled the last part and we both heard foot steps. She walked into her room and stopped at the door to make sure I followed.

I went right behind her and closed the door.

"Continue in your self pity rant." She stated rolling her eyes.

Why was she acting like this? She said she wasn't mad but her face didn't say that?

"What do you want from me?!" I shouted.

She rose and eyebrow at me. She walked over to me and punched me in the chest. Punched me pretty hard too. "I want you to shut the hell up. I want you to stop the guilt." She rested her hand on my chest. "Say it with me Harry. It was an accident."

I shrugged.

"It was an accident." She said again.

"It was an accident." We both said.

"Say it again."

"It was an accident."

She put her hands on my arms. "Good. Do you forgive yourself yet?"

I sighed. "No."

"Fine." She crawled into bed. "If you don't forgive yourself then I won't talk to you."

I sat on the breh next to her. "Jess. Why aren't you mad at me? I'm mad at me."

"Because Harry. I fell because you were trying to protect me. The only reason I freaked out on you at that moment was because I was shocked. There's no use crying over something like that."

"But you got hurt." I practically whimpered like a bitch.

She placed a hand on my cheek. "And I'm fine now."

"Are you sure?" I asked grabbing her arm.

"Yes Harold. I'm okay."

"I'll never hurt you again." I said seriously as I pressed my head to hers. "I promise."

"Good. It'll save me breath from having to kick your ass." She giggled.

I let out a large exhale.

"Come on. Lets go to sleep." She said.

"No."

"No?"

"I don't deserve it. I'm gonna make it up to you Jess. I'm gonna do something amazing and make sure you forgive me completely." I said standing up.

She looked confused. "But I do."

"But I still don't." I said.

"Harry..."

"Just let me do this okay?"

She nodded slightly still confused.

I kissed her forehead and went out her door and into the living room and sat down on the couch. I had to make up for it. I couldn't just be forgiven like that. I needed to do something for her.

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Sorry it's so short . It's just a filler :/ longer one next time I promise !