Spring Break (Janoskians)

Chapter 43

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I stand at the door just staring her. Why would she show up now? I needed her, and now here she is with tear stained cheeks. She hasn't said anything, but then again I haven't either. I feel as if I've been standing here for hours even though I know it hasn't even been two minuets. I look at Daniel and Bella in the other room for support, but that plan fails when they're just standing their with wide eyes and open jaws. "Luke," she begins but I soon cut her off.

"You know what, why are you even here? I've spent the last month crying and broken hearted over you and when you finally come back, I'm over it." I spit. I finally begin to process why a I just said, and I immediately regret it. I see her face fall, and I swear I just died a little inside.

"Yeah, you're right. I shouldn't have come here. I'm sorry for bothering you." She squeezes her eyes shut even tighter and more tears fall. She turns around and runs away.

"Andrea!" I hear myself call out. "Please come back." I find myself repeating this for what seems like the second time, except this time it actually is my fault.

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I get in my car and press the shuffle button on my phone. Twenty One Pilot's "I'm a Goner" comes on first and I can't help but bang my head against the steering wheel and scream.

I'm a goner somebody catch my breath the car radio sings. Maybe that's what I should be. A goner. I've screwed up. I should've let Luke explain. Maybe if I would've I would be inside with Daniel and Bella and Luke watching Naked and Afraid. Maybe I wouldn't have just witnessed the worst day of my life. Maybe I would be happy. Maybe my life wouldn't be so messed up.

Once I finally escape my trance, I put my keys in the ignition and turn them. What if I wasn't here? What if I was actually a goner?

I pull into the parking lot of my apartment complex and enter the lobby. The worst part about living in an apartment is that everybody can see you at your weakest. And right now, I am at my weakest.

As I turn my key to open the door, I realize that my door no longer locks. The earlier events of today instantly flash through my head.

Flashback

"Andrea." I hear the voice call for what seems like the hundredth time. He pounds in the door even harder now.

My worst fear becomes a reality as the door lock is broken and Cameron comes flying through the door. "What are you doing here?" I ask him.

"Ever since I found out that you lied, I've been looking for you. You're the one who got away, and I don't like that." I can smell the liquor and smoke on him. He won't do anything I try and tell myself.

"Sit down." He commands. I don't sit down, and that's a mistake. I feel myself falling on to the couch. Cameron shoves his tongue down my throat and tries ripping off my shirt. I try and scream, but it's no use. I bite down on his tongue and he soon pulls it out.

"What was that Andy?" He asks. I cringe at that pet name that he gave me a while back.

I suddenly get a burst of courage that is had no clue I had as I bolt out of the door with my keys and phone in my hand down the steps. I don't have time to wait for an elevator. My family isn't here, so I decide to go to the closest people I have to a family-the boys' house.

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"Lauren I love you." I say after a while of just laying around the room.

"I love you too, Beau." She tells me. I burry my face into her neck while kissing it.

I'm so lucky to have her in my life. I couldn't imagine it without her. Not only is she my best friend, she is also my match. It's almost like we were both put in this planet for each other. She's perfect. She's my everything.

"What are you thinking about?" She asks pulling me out of my daze.

"You." I simply reply. She smiles the world's best smile and I can't help but smile now.

"So I was thinking," I start off. She looks at me to show I have her full attention. "I want to take you somewhere tonight. But, I get to pick out your clothes and it's going to be a surprise." I finish.

"On one condition," She begins. "I pick what we do after."

"Deal." I say.

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ok so sorry for all the pov changes and this book will be ending soon. there will be a sequel so don't worry even though here is nothing to worry about because I don't think anybody even reads this lol. For Andreas pov, it may help if you listen to the song she is. It almost made me cry haha. Thanks for reading if you are, and if you aren't, I enjoy talking to myself too haha jk but don't forget to check out perfect imperfections by my bestfriend Lauren! Her account it lauren1235617 so yeah and thanks guys xoxo