Anastashia's P.O.V.:
"I'll pick you up tonight.. may pupuntahan tayo.. is 8:30 good?" I just nodded in response. I assume there's nothing left to say for this day.I looked at my phone to find that it's already 7:02. "Okay.. uwi na tayo para makapaghanda ako para sa mamaya." He drove me home and bidded goodbye. I was still processing what we did today. Everything that happened inside that 4 cornered room. The things we said. The warm hug we shared.. it was just... too good to be true. I took a shower and fixed myself. What could he be up to tonight? Is it just another event that happened between thathis going to redo? Or.... is he doing that now? I calmed myself and brushed the thought. Hindi siguro. Masyado pang maaga para aminin nya na sya nga ang lalaking yun sa buhay ko.
I decided to check my fb account to kill time. Besides, its just 7:58. I tried to search his account thinking na baka may mahanap akong ibang proof na sya nga yun.. Well, kasi kahit sya na mismo ang umamin at nagsabi nun sa'kin accidentally, gusto ko parin ng katunayan na I am not mistaken for anything. And that what I am possibly feeling right now is not misplaced. I tried several combinations pero hindi sya lumalabas sa people na nasesearch. Nathan, Tatan, Rodriguez, Nathan Rodriguez. Bakit wala? It was weird. Don't tell me wala syang facebook. That's just impossible diba? Then there's this page, Nashia Rodrique? Ang weird pakinggan noh? Oo ako din naweweirdohan. Pero... it was liked and shared by tons of people. Thousands to be specific. I got curious and clicked the page. Ano'to? Its cover photo was a lettering of my name and nathan's in an infinity sign. I scrolled down dahil dun.
The profile picture of the page was me and nathan.. wearing bunny headbands and our hands intertwined while we were facing each other,smiling. I scrolled down and down. Then there's a pic.. 2 years ago? It was me and nathan again wearing a couple shirt and he was kneeling holding a cake in front of me. I looked so.... happy. The caption caught my attention. " 6 years and still counting. I love you so much My Everything."
6... years? After that I saw more pics of me and him.. its all me and him together.. we looked invincible and happy. Thousand of likes, thousand of comments saying how perfect we were for each other. Others even confessed how jealous they were.. we were.. this perfect and inlove? I continued scrolling and scrolling.. Para akong na o-overwhelm sa mga nalalaman ko tungkol sa kanya;tungkol sa'min.. then I looked at the vids. There were over a hundred of them.. I clicked the most recent vid. 2 years ago.. it played. It was our sixth anniversary. He surprised me with a cake while his kneeling. "Nathannnn ano nanaman to? Lakas talaga ng tama mo sakin eh!" I heard myself said on the video. "Siguro nga.. but it can't be helped babe. I would die If I lose you." He said as he knelt with a cake. I watched myself cry because of happiness on the vid.. "Tash, its been 6 happy years.. and I thought I could never love you more. But I was wrong.. because each day of my life, I find myself loving you more and it seems impossible for me not to.. Mahal na mahal kita. At sa susunod na luluhod ako sa harapan mo, hindi na cake and ihaharap ko sayo.. It would be a ring the next time around Tashia.. asking you to be my everything for the rest of my life.. Happy sixth.." napa groan ako sa nakitang kong video namin.. Why did we ended up like this? I placed both of my hands on my face. I decided to close the page and shut my Mac down. That's enough for tonight. Dahan dahan kong inanalyze ang mga nalaman ko.. And I found myself so hurt. Nasasaktan ako kasi nagkaganito kami.. we were so happy,.. we were so inlove... tapos biglang natapos ang lahat dahil sa isang aksidente. Napaiyak ako..why is it so complicated right now?..
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If Only I Can
Novela Juvenil"If only I could, then I would.. If only I could have you again even just for a day, I will surrender my whole life just to have that chance.."
