It had been weeks since Steven told me he loved me, I couldn't be more happier. The tour has been intense we had less time between cities, only doing one show each city.
We were reaching near the end of the first leg of the American tour before we had a 2 week break before finishing the American tour.
Steven and I saw each-other when we could, the bands weren't partying much, we were all either, performing, rehearsing or sleeping.
We had just finished our shows in Utah, Colorado, Kansas and Oklahoma. It was the show I was dreading the most, Texas. My home state. Unfortunately, we had 2 days off in Texas. Leaving me no excuses not too see my family.
Things with the band have gotten better since our last conversation. They all apologised for being out of line which I appreciated. We were on the road heading too Dallas, only 40 minutes from our home.
"So will we go tomorrow before the show?" Harry asked me, sitting across from me in the living area as i strummed my guitar. "Yea?" I asked unsure. "We can just see how it is and if it's not good, we pretend it never happened" harry said and i nodded. I started to play a small riff, humming along. "I'm still sorry" Harry spoke up.
"I know" I looked him in the eye, pushing my fallen reading glasses from my nose. "We were just trying too look out for all of us" he looked uncomfortable. "I know, it's fine harry" I looked back to the guitar. "I love you big sis" he stood up, tapping my shoulder on his way past. "Love you too" I called out too him.
"Hey" Heather came up behind me. "Hi babe" i smiled, pushing my guitar to the side. "How about we have some fun?" Heather raised her eyebrows up and down and smiled. She held a small baggy containing some marijuana. "I swear you always read my mind" i chuckled, passing her a bong that was under the table.
Heather and I layed on the couches, spaced out. It was such a good feeling. We had being doing it so much lately, a lot more than usual. It has been helping us write so many songs, we were excited to get back to the studio and produce our first album. It wouldn't be until the tour is over however it still go us excited. "I think we need to write more songs about sex" Heather chuckled and turned to me. "I love sex" i laughed turning too her aswell.
"Women's sexuality needs to be more talked about!" She basically yelled. "I'm with you sister" i smiled, turning back onto my back.
"How are things with Steven?" Heather asked as we both looked at the roof. "Things are good, I mean we have barely seen each-other expect at shows and rehearsals" i said fiddling with my rings. "But things are good?" She asked. "They are" i smiled too myself. "How are things with Vince" I asked her. "I know it's nothing more than sex- I'm not stupid" she chuckled. "Is it good?" I snickered. "Better than you can imagine" she let out a hearty laugh.
"You really are my best friend" I turned to look at her. "Your mine Vic" she turned back at me. "I'm gonna go visit mum and dad when we get to Texas" i took a deep breath. "You sure your ready for that?" She asked me. I shook my head "harry wants too" i shrugged. "I get it" she sympathised. "I hope it goes okay" she looked at me with empathy. "I'm gonna go fucken knock the fuck out, I'll see you in texas babygirl!" She yelled with sass, causing me too laugh.
I looked to the clock on the wall reading 1am, this meant it was pull over time for fuel. Meaning I could jump over and see Steven for an hour or so while the drivers rested and ate. I went into my room and freshened up. I put on grey tracksuit pants and a tight black baby-tee.
I hoped off the bus and walked towards the Aerosmith bus, i walked on too see Joe and Brad passed out on the couches, i chuckled to myself and went into Stevens room. I knocked and door and opened it. "Tom, I told you too fuck off" he warned. "Not tom" I poked my head behind the door.
Steven was sat on the end of his bed, writing on a notepad scribbling and then throwing them, dozens of scrunched up papers on the floor. "Pink" he looked up and me smiling. "Hey Tyler" I smiled before walking in, closing the door behind me. "I missed you baby" he smirked pulling me into his arms. "I missed you too" i kissed his lips. "I'm sorry i have barely been able too see you" he put his head on my shoulder. "Don't apologise! It's okay" i put my head on his.
"What are you doin?" I asked him. "Writing a bunch of crap" he rubbed his eyes. "I'm sure it's not crap" i smiled looking at him. "You look stressed" he said too me. "A little" I shrugged. "Talk to me baby" i layed us down. I explained too him everything about my parents and how harry is wanting too see them and we talked for a couple of hours, talking about our upbringings, about us.
"I think harry is right" he said. "I know he is" i looked at him. "It'll be okay alright? I'll be here for every step of the way, im here for you pink. I love you" he placed his hand on my cheek. "I love you too Steven" i kissed him lips.
"Now what's going on with you? Why are you writing on the middle of the tour?" I asked, after getting to know Steven I knew this was out of his behaviour. "I'm struggling with.. staying sober" he admitted to me. "It's hard seeing metallica and motely and some of your guys getting high and drunk all the time" he sighed. "I can understand how that must be extremely difficult, but I'm so proud of you" I felt for him. He was struggling with addiction so hard. "But then I remember I have you, and that's all I need" his expression changed looking at me. "I'll always be here" i said softly. "Your my angel" he looked deep in my eyes. "I-" i started to speak and then he got a crazy look in his eyes.
"I need to write this down" he smiled as he started scribbling down words on his paper. "What are you writing" i chuckled. I couldn't read the words as it was so Scribbly but I had an idea. I went and picked up the guitar that was in the corner of his room.
"What are you doing?" He asked me. "Hum me the melody" is all I said and he started to hum the melody, saying small words every now and then. I came up with some power cords which harmonised with his melody perfectly. "Oh my god as if I couldn't fall for you any harder" he laughed. "Write it down before you forget!" He smiled passing me a pen and paper. I wrote down the cords and smiled.
Steven grabbed my face and kissed me hard, causing the guitar too fall on the ground. "Steven! That's expensive" i laughed. "I could by more than 30 of them baby, who cares!" He exclaimed picking me up and throwing me towards the head of the bed. I giggled hysterically as he gave me that familar hungry look in his eyes.
"I need you pink" he crawled onto the bed towards for me. "Begging Mr Tyler?" I said seductively not breaking eye contact with him. He nodded and continued to get closer to me. "I want you love baby" his face met mine. "It's all yours Steven" I moaned as he slipped his hands down my pants, that familiar feeling sending me to ecstasy
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After Steven and I finished having sex, I fell fast asleep. The small sound of stevens singing voice woke me up. "I didn't mean to wake you pink" he turned to me. "It's really nice to hear" i said sleepily. "How long was I out for?" I asked him. "Only 40 minutes or so" he smiled. "I finished writing those lyrics after you fell asleep" he handed me the lyrics. "It's for you, your song" is all he said, i looked at him and then too the lyrics.
I'm alone, yeah, I don't know if I can face the night
I'm in tears and the cryin' that I do is for you
I want your love
Let's break the walls between us
Don't make it tough
I'll put away my pride
Enough's enough
I've suffered and I've seen the light
Baby, you're my angel
Come and save me tonight
You're my angel
Come and make it alright
Don't know what I'm gonna do 'bout this feeling inside
Yes it's true, loneliness took me for a ride, yeah, yeah
Without your love I'm nothing but a beggar
Without your love a dog without a bone
What can I do? I'm sleepin' in this bed alone
Baby, you're my angel
Come and save me tonight
You're my angel
Come and make it alright
Come and save me tonight
You're the reason I live
You're the reason I die
You're the reason I give
When I break down and cry
Don't need no reason why
Baby, baby, baby
"Steven.." i teared up. "I love you Victoria, so much" he spoke softly. "This is good steven.. really good.. keep this" i looked at him smiling. "Thank you Pink" he looked proud of himself. "I love you so much steven.." i teared up again, reading the lyrics again.
"You really did save me Victoria" he moved closer to me.
"We saved eachother Steven"
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LOVER; A STEVEN TYLER FAN FICTION
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