I managed to successfully pull myself together for the show and we really did good. I was still extremely embarrassed on how I handled the whole situation but i had to move on.
I stood on the side stage as Aerosmith was playing their last song. Steven always amazed me. I really did love him.
"Hey, I spoke to Harry and heard what happened today, i hope you're okay" Kirk nudged me slightly. "i'm okay kirk" i smiled softly. "I'm here if you need" He said nervously. "i appreciate it Kirk, i do" i nudged him back gently, smiling at the curly haired man.
Soon enough, a sweaty Steven came running off stage. "Hey!" He smiled as he ran too me, picking me up and spinning around. "you were amazing baby" i smiled, kissing his soft lips. "thank you pink" he winked, placing me down softly.
Steven gently took my hand as the roadies handed them all towels too dry off. We began to walk too the greenroom where all of the bands were sitting around, drinking. "I'll be back in a minute baby" Steven whispered in my ear as he took off towards Motely. "Ms Miller, I'm sorry to interrupt you but there is a young man at the backstage gates that is very adamant on saying he knows you— usually i wouldn't bother you but-" the round roadie approached me before i cut him off. "oh eddie! please show me where he is!" i thanked the young man as he smiled and took me towards him.
"Hey Eddie!" I ran up to the lanky man. "Vic! they wouldn't fucken let me in" he rolled his hazel eyes, causing me to laugh. "come meet everyone!" I dragged Eddie along, who was extremely excited.
I took eddie around, meeting everyone. He was extremely starstruck too say the least. I left him with the motley and metallica boys after he caught up with my band.
It had been an hour or so since i had seen Steven. I was curious to where he was, but sure he was around.
"Vicki" Heather tapped me on the shoulder as i turned. "Hey babe" i smiled. "Can you believe how much Eddie has changed?" She smirked, hiding her smile behind her hand. "Oh just take him to bed already!" I laughed, pushing her playfully. "It kinda creeps me out that you too have done it.. but he's hot" she made a cringed face, her words caused me to do the same. "oh my god don't make me remember that!" i placed my hands on my face, embarrassed.
"we were 15, it's okay" i laughed. "he did not look like that at 15" She mumbled. "dam right" i quietly agreed, almost in sync, we both tilted our head looking at Eddie almost in awe. "I'm telling Tyler and Neil your checking out Eddie" Ziggy laughed, teasing us. "nothing to tell Neil, look at him" Heather scoffed, as we looked over to Vince with 2 women hanging off his arms. "and nothing to tell Steven, i was encouraging her to be a whore" i smiled sweetly, causing Landon, Ziggy and Heather to laugh.
"Okay, i am starting my mission!" Heather raised her eyebrows up and down quickly, causing me to giggle. "Where is Steven?" I asked the boys. "I saw him hanging around the dressing rooms earlier" Ziggy shrugged. "Thanks guys" I smiled heading down too see my boyfriend. Despite today, i felt good. I knew Steven loved me and i had all the support in the world.
"what the hell are you doing here Cyrinda?" i heard Steven slightly yell. I felt my smile drop as i slowly walked to the dressing room, i had heard of Cyrinda, i knew it was his ex wife. "I want you back Steven, we belong together.. we were so good together.. you know what i mean" she said seductively. "We divorced for a reason, it was a loveless marriage that achieved nothing" He said bluntly. "Oh Stevie that's not true.. you loved me.. especially that thing you loved in the bedroom honey" she almost whined.
I felt sick to my stomach. "I loved you.." he started. i felt like my heart was getting ripped out right infront of me. "but that was a long time ago, I have found someone new, and i love her more than anything Cyrinda so you need to back off" I heard Steven state firmly. I felt a sense of relief wash over me. "oh please! that little slut? the one opening for you? you'll get bored of her by the end of the tour. you need a real women like me, not some young naive whore who is trying too use you too climb up the ropes" she ranted.
"don't you dare talk about her like that" I peeped my head in to see what was happened. Steven stood up defensively. "you know it's true! baby, come home and we can start that family we always talked about" she said softly, walking up to him putting her arms around his body. I saw his body relax into hers, i felt the tears weld up in my eyes, was he going to do this?
"we can drink, do all the drugs you want baby like the old days" she smirked. "your a sick fuck" he spat.
"One night is all i ask Steven, it'll all come back too you i promise handsome" She placed her hands on his cheeks as he once again relaxed into her.
I couldn't stand this anymore. I walked into the doorframe as he suddenly pushed himself away from her, shaking his head, yelling get off me. "Steven" i spoke, teary eyed. They both turned to notice me.
"pink" he ran to me, sounding relieved. I shook my head and held my hands up. "Please, I promise this isn't what it-" he started to speak. "i heard everything" i looked at him, he looked relieved.
"step outside" i said sternly too Steven as he stepped outside the dressing room. I shut the door and told Cryinda to have a seat. "i'm not letting a teenager tell me what to do" she rolled her eyes. "i'm 26 but sure" i stood there with my arms crossed.
"i'm only going to say this once" I stared at her with daggers in my eyes. "he divorced you for a reason, i don't care that you want him back, begging him to sleep with you, i mean it's pathetic and embarrassing on your behalf but i don't care" I stepped closer to her as she rolled her eyes at me once more.
"but if you ever and i mean fucking ever try and fuck with his sobriety again.. you'll be finished and i'll make sure of that myself you blonde fucking bimbo" i yelled at the blonde perky women sitting infront of me. "fuck you! i'm getting my husband back!" she whined, giving me a firm push before storming out. "good luck!" i screamed after her.
"i heard what you said in there.. i love you so much vic" he engulfed me in his long arms. I didn't say anything back, i didn't need too, my actions spoke loud enough for him. I knew in that moment Steven wasn't considering leaving me or cheating on me, it was the temptation of the drugs and alcohol that she gave him.
"I'm so sorry if it came off as anything else pink" He looked in my eyes, interrupting me from my own thoughts. I just nodded, grabbing his hand and leading him to the rest of the group.
Although, I knew Steven loved me but he loved drugs more. After seeing what I did, it was only a matter off time before i got hurt. So i had to make a decision...
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A/N: sorry to leave you on a little bit of suspense.. what do we think is gonna happen!?!
much love,,
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