Steven and I reached the rest of the group hand in hand. I tried to forget about the thoughts that flooded my head, however i couldn't escape them."There you fuckers are!" Joe stumbled up to us, drunk. "fucking in the dressing room?" Joe chuckled, causing steven and i too push out a fake laugh.
"Vic! There you are! Been looking for you all over" Eddie came up from behind me. "Sorry Eddie, had to deal with something" I gave a quick glance too steven. "I get it! Miss famous!" he laughed. "shut up" i nudged him.
"attention fuckers! we are moving this down to the strip club on the corner, bring the girls, bring the drugs, bring the booze!" Vince climbed on top of the glass screaming, grabbing everyone's attention. A collection of cheers and agreements came from all the bands.
"Eddie! You're fucken coming!" Heather came up and grabbed him. I smiled knowing her intentions. "you coming vic?" eddie turned too look at me as heather dragged him off, i nodded and smiled at the lanky boy.
"wanna go?" i asked steven and he nodded. There was an extreme awkward tension. "You know he is still in love with you" Steven said as we walked alone. I lit my cigarette and took a drag.
"i know" i exhaled. "You're still encouraging it?" He looked at me as he stopped walking. "You have no room too comment on that" i scoffed rolling my eyes. "what the fuck do you mean by that?" he looked at me, slightly hurt.
"i saw how you relaxed into her steven" i said bluntly. "Vic.." he sighed and looked to the ground.
"do you still love her?" i looked at him with hurt in my eyes. "no i don't" he didn't hesitate. "i love you" he looked at me. "i didn't love her, i loved the life she gave me, the freedom" he explained.
"i don't give you freedom?" i asked offended. "you know that's not what i meant" he said abrasively. "what do you mean then steven?" i asked him, feeling slightly bad for my snappiness. "i was obsessed that she didn't give a shit about me, she let me kill myself on drugs, i could drink whenever i wanted" he explained as we walked.
I took another drag of my cigarette, slowly letting it out as i was about to speak but as i did steven beat me too it. "but you care about me, you make sure im okay, you don't let anything get in the way of my sobriety, you ground me and i love you for it baby" he slipped his hand around my waist.
"i love you steven and i just can't see what it does too you, it scares me the thought of loosing you" i slightly teared up at the idea. "that's how i felt today, seeing you unconscious like that, i felt everything good in my life slip away in that moment" he pulled me into him.
"i'm sorry for that" i sighed, embarrassed. "it's okay baby" he kissed the side of my head as we walked. "i love you" i sighed, relaxing into his body.
"when we get back to LA, move in with me" he said out of the blue. "steven what?" i laughed, thinking he was joking. "i haven't woken up without you beside me in months, i don't want that too change" he smiled. "your crazy" i shook my head playfully. "will you?" he asked. "you already know the answer" i smirked. "good, ill organise it all for you pink" he held my hand firmly.
"i think this is it" i pointed to the strip club where everyone was meeting. "yea this is it" steven said cockily. "of course you would know you man whore" i laughed as we walked inside, the young bouncer giving us a huge smile.
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We all sat in a large booth in a private room, naked women surrounded.
I watched Steven's eyes dart across the room, his classic cheeky smirk as he chuckled with Joe. "Keep you eyes focused Tyler or she might rip your head off" Harry laughed causing me to roll my eyes. "Sir yes sir!" He laughed, pretending to salute. "your an idiot" i laughed at him. "love you too babe" he smiled kicking my feet under the table.
I saw kirk sitting in the corner of the room, looking glum. He had recently been there for me, it was my turn.
"i'm gonna go talk too kirk" i smiled at Steven as he nodded, blowing me a kiss. "hey loser, why so sad?" i walked up to him smiling. "cant reveal that" he chuckled, taking a sip of his drink.
"come have a smoke and a talk hammett" i nodded my head to the door. He smiled and followed me out.
"spill it" i lit up his cigarette along with mine. "my girl back home told me she's pregnant" he sighed. "your gonna be a dad!?" i smiled. "it's not mine" he looked sad. "oh kirk i'm so sorry" i sympathised for him. "needless to say that's finished" he ashed his cigarette. "you deserve better" i placed my hand on his shoulder as he nodded. "i know it won't make you feel better but, let me get you a lap dance" i spoke, causing him to smile.
"come on hammett let's get you some bitches" i yelled as i pulled him back inside.
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i laughed as kirk got his lap dance, he looked mortified.
"good job vic, i don't know how you talked him into that, he always refuses" Jason smiled as we laughed. "i'm sure you'll know why" i nodded to james and lars aswell. "ominous miller" James laughed. "not my place too tell" i shrugged and they understood.
"hey doll" steven approached me. "hi baby" i smiled sweetly to my boyfriend. "let's get going? i wanna hold you" he spoke softly in my ear. "you don't need to tell me twice.
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"oh god i'm so glad to take these off" i groaned as i pulled my thigh high boots off. I unclipped my pink bra, jokingly throwing it at steven as he took his shirt off. "and that's why i call you pink" he laughed menacingly. I slipped my PJ's on and climbed under the covers with steven.
I cuddled into him, holding on to his arm. "can you sing my song to me?" i asked softly as he bagan to hum.
"I'm alone, yeah, I don't know if I can face the night
I'm in tears and the cryin' that I do is for you
I want your love
Let's break the walls between us
Don't make it tough
I'll put away my pride
Enough's enough
I've suffered and I've seen the light
Baby, you're my angel..."he sang as i peacefully fell asleep to the sound of his angelic voice.
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LOVER; A STEVEN TYLER FAN FICTION
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