Heart Shaped Box - A Soap MacTavish x Reader story

Alone

-Soap's POV-

I saw them trying to attack her and I didn't do anything. I had to run because Ghost told me to. I took off running towards Las Almas and held my shoulder tightly. Blood trickled down my shoulder while I ran. All I could think of was Y/N and survival. How the fuck did I not see this comin'?! I had a feelin' that Graves was a no-good piece of shit. I eventually stumbled across a tall building and sat next to it to rest for a bit. My shoulder throbbed violently as blood continued to spew out of it.

I took a few minutes to breathe slowly and steadily. I started clicking through the different radio signals and all I heard was shadows. Eventually , I heard one that was silent so I decided to speak into it "This is Bravo 7-1 in the blind... How copy...?" I waited for a response but got nothing. I let out a shaky breath and spoke into my radio once more "Ghost, this is 7-1, do you copy?" Once again there was no response. I let out a sigh and muttered to myself "Fuck...Where are you Ghost...?"

I looked around before standing up and attempting to walk but I ended up falling. I slowly picked myself back up and crawled over to a car, using it for support. Suddenly, I heard Ghost's voice over comms "Soap- This is Ghost. How copy?" I didn't respond right away because I was too busy trying to stand up and support myself. I heard him speak once again "Johnny...?"

I touched my wound and noticed I was still bleeding. "Johnny...How copy?" Ghost asked once again. I let out another sigh "Solid." Ghost responded but I couldn't hear him over the sounds of people yelling in the town. After I slowly snuck into a building, I made my way up the stairs of the house. We talked while I attempted to find scraps and other materials to make into tools. As I talked with Ghost , I asked him "You think we'll have a green light to go after these guys?" Ghost responded rather quickly "No more green lights, Johnny. We're on our own."

"What about Alejandro? Or Y/N?" I asked. "Alejandro and Y/N you can trust. But they're in Graves custody. If they're even alive..." I felt my stomach drop when he said that. The thought of Y/N being dead made me want to throw up or something. "Alejandro es nuestro hermano. If he's alive, he's on our side. So is Y/N." Ghost took a minute to respond "Be careful who you trust, Sergeant. People you know can hurt you the most." I nodded in response "Good advice, Lt.. I wanna be like you when I grow up." He chuckled into the radio "You wanna be better than me, Johnny...". I smiled and started making some tools "I will be.."

"Good, man." Curiosity got the best of me and I asked "Think I'll like that long?" Ghost was quick to reply though "Probably not..." After a few minutes of silence, I was about to speak into the radio before Ghost said something. "I know about you and Angel." He said randomly. I paused in my tracks and cleared my throat "What?"

Ghost just chuckled into comms and smiled under his own mask. "I've seen the small touches you give her every time you walk past her. I see the way you look at her whenever she starts to talk. Everyone knows except for Gaz, Price, and Laswell." I rubbed the back of my neck and continued to look for random shit. "Well, we need to get her back...I need to get her back.." I said silently. Ghost responded with a serious tone "She'll be fine Johnny, just focus on getting out alive first."

-Back To Y/N-

I woke up sweating and crying. I touched my face and felt my tears flowing down my face. All I could think of was my friends...family I lost that day. I sat up slowly and looked around. I started to panic before I realized I was in a cell. I felt anger rise inside of me before I stood up and started yelling. "Let me the fuck out!" I yelled as I pounded on the door. I suddenly heard a voice behind me "It's no use Cariño.. these bastards aren't letting us out."

I turned around and saw Alejandro sitting up against the wall. I felt relief wash over my as I walked over to him and sat down."I thought they killed your ass" I said with a sad laugh. He shook his head and looked me in the eye. "I didn't think I'd get betrayed again.. This mission was doing so well before ese hijo de puta betrayed us."

I gently pat his shoulder. I felt so bad for him but I had to stay calm. He gave me a sad smile before we looked up and saw the camera. I stood up and flipped off the camera before yelling "Te voy a matar gringo! Tu y tus amigos!" I heard Alejandro chuckle. "I didn't know you could cuss like that Cariño."

There was a sudden bang on the door and a males voice was heard "Shut the fuck up!" My eyes widened and I kicked the door angrily before yelling back "Suck me off fucker!" After pacing around for a bit I sat back down against the wall. I slowly felt my stomach turning when I remembered that Soap had been shot. I started panicking but I took in some deep breaths. I took in deep breaths and prayed that he was still alive.

-Soap's POV-

After Ghost had instructed me to meet him at the church, I made my way through a tunnel filled with water. I had to be cautious because there were Shadows lurking the waters. I somehow got past them and walked into the back door of a building. I saw a door that led to the front of the building but when I went to unlock the door, it was jammed. I grabbed a piece of a fan and broke off the handle. As soon as I opened the door, I was attacked by a shadow. He knocked me back but was shot in the head.

I looked ahead of me and saw the church and smiled. I reached for my radio and spoke "Ghost, was that you mate?!" Ghost responded quickly and sounded dead serious unlike earlier when he was making shitty jokes "Yes, now hurry the hell up Johnny, get to the damn church!" I didn't waste another second before grabbing the Shadow's gun and booking it to the church. Once we met up, we ran back down towards some cars, killing a few shadows in the process. After we took them down, we jumped into a car and started it.

"Alright, Johnny— You made it..." Ghost said after he started the car. I turned to him and smiled "We made it, Lt..." I saw a Shadow appear out of nowhere while I was speaking. "Get back!" I yelled as I shot the Shadow. After I killed the Shadow, Ghost started driving like an insane person, I swear I started to get motion sick.

(I am so sorry for not uploading! I just went through a break up and I've been a little busy with school!)