A girl whose life has been miserable since she was five years old, left to live with her aunt growing up.
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Lilith Gray Mendoza, the girl who doesn't fear death. Maybe it was the trauma left to her during the incident years ago where she lost her...
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"Tinatanggap ko ang kamatayan kapalit ng paglaya ni Lilith."
Mabigat ang bawat paghinga ko habang naguguluhan na nagpapalipat lipat ng tingin.
"Ako ang dapat mawala!" Sigaw ko ngunit tila walang nakikinig sa akin.
Nilapitan ko si Kali at paulit ulit siya na pinaghahampas habang patuloy na tumutulo ang aking mga luha.
"What the hell are you doing?!" Hindi niya ako nililingon kaya lalo akong naiyak sa inis. Wala talagang mabuting ginagawa 'to kundi inisin ako!
"Panaginip lamang ang lahat nang 'to, Lilith," mahinang sambit ni Kali. "Magiging ayos ang lahat. Panaginip lamang 'to."
But it felt so real. I swear, it was all real.
Napahakbang ako papalayo nang muling dumagundong ang kampana kasabay ng paglindol. Kali was suddenly in flames. It's like she's taking all her power out, or they're taking it from her.
"Gamit ang huling lakas ko, isinusumpa ko na sa bawat buhay ni Lilith ay paulit ulit siyang magiging masaya kapiling ang siyang itinitibok ng puso niya."
Napaluhod ako nang marinig ang palahaw ni Kali. She was in pain again. She was hurting because of me again.
Halos pagapang na lumapit ako sakanya. "What the fuck are you doing?" Humahagulgol na tanong ko. Fuck. Is this really a dream?!
Her eyes were starting to weaken but she still let out a wide smile.
"Live for me, Lilith. Live a normal life for me."
"Kali, you're. . . disappearing." Her body was fading slowly. To save one, one must cease to exist.
Her existence was fading.
The flames around her are starting to die down as she slowly disappears.
Until she was gone, leaving me weeping, looking for her from the darkness she left.
Nagising na naman ako na umiiyak. I really hate nightmares. I thought I was done with nightmares since my parents died pero ngayon naman minumulto ako ng babae na hindi ko kilala sa panaginip ko.
