Heal me, it hurt

👥19👥

🚨Trigger warning ! Self harming - suicide are discribe in here, don't  read it if you are sensible to the subject. I will add ⚠️ at the beginning of the part so you can skip it.🚨🚨

Jungkook pov

It took us less than ten minutes to arrive in front of the mansion, park a little behind we were waiting for Jackson.  A heavy silence in the car, neither of us could speak, both deeply in thought.

Still in my thoughts, I was pulled apart by Taehyung's voice, he was talking on the phone.

"Has his phone ringing? How long has he been talking?"  I wondered, turning to him.

< Just take care in my absence....No....Please hyung....I can't promise you....Damn hyung you really don't understand?....No!  ....I don't care about that, I love him, you understand?  .... What if it was Jin?  wouldn't you do the same?....Of course I know, you are my brother and I know you better than anyone....Hyung promise me to take care of him....thank you  ....me too brother >

Although in the confinement of the car I could not hear the entire conversation with Namjoon, just what Taehyung answered him to add to this expression distorted by the pain which marked the face of my vis-a-vis and I did not like the content the least bit.

A lump formed in my stomach at these words, a strange feeling overwhelmed me and without thinking, I took his hand in mine, silently begging him not to do anything irreversible when he finally faced me.

He then leaned towards me, erasing the little distance that separated us and took me in his arms, he hugged me as hard as he could.

My head pressing against his chest I could clearly hear how fast his heart was beating, I hugged him back just as tightly.

Strangely, I realized that this would be our last embrace.  Even though I didn't know what he was planning to do, I knew what I had to do and I think he understood that too.

"Babe, promise me you'll be careful" he says in a shaky voice

"I can't promise you that" I replied honestly

"Baby...."

"Tae, we're talking about my best friend's life, our family's life and....yours, I couldn't live..." I was cut off with a salty kiss

Surprised, I pulled back slightly to see Taehyung in tears, he looked down and took off the ring he was wearing on his finger to put it on mine.

"Tae...I...it's your father...why?"  I asked him surprised.

"Jeon Jungkook, I love you. I don't know when, how or why I fell in love with you, but I love you like I've never loved. Without you I don't see how I could go on living.  We both know that Kris is dangerous, he almost killed you....I can't and don't want to risk letting him get near you. Yoongi will be here in a few minutes, and you will go take him to safety, you will take care of his wounds and you will promise me never to withdraw your complaint, never to come back here..." Taehyung said to me, tears streaming down his face even harder.

"Taehyung...." I start but get cut off by a kiss on the forehead.

At that exact moment, everything inside of me was burning in a blazing fire of fear, everything was screaming at me not to undo the embrace we were in when suddenly a loud thump on the hood of the car made us let go.

Looking up in the direction of the noise, my breath hitched, Yoongi was face down on the car, face swollen with blood and a man had a gun pointed at his head while staring at us.