Heal me, it hurt

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After leaving the hospital, the 6 boys decided to stay together, no one really wanted to deal with the lost of Jungkook by themselves, so Jin told them to come in Namjoon's place to rest and to make all the arrangement about Jungkook's funeral.

That's how they find themselves sit in Namjoon's leaving room, none of them were talking, a heavy silence was surrounding them.

Jin was busy making some coffee for everyone in the kitchen, Namjoon was looking true his Ipad about all things they will have to do in a few hours for Jungkook, Jimin and Hoseok were silently crying in each others arms on the couch, Jackson was talking by message on his phone with some person from his gang and yoongi....Yoongi was sitting there, clutching at Jungkook shirt crying.

None of them had yet ask the deadly question to why Jungkook would have done that. Everyone knew he had it rough, they all knew about Kris but even so the boy was way stronger than that, yes Taehyung decided to follow Lin, but knowing kook, they all assumed he would have either be thankful or tried to get Tae out of it, not going that far as taking his own life.

So even if they didn't talk about it out loud, four of them were really into deep thoughts about it.

The silence was really getting uncomfortable. Except the television on the minimum volume, the house seem to have still at the moment.

Jin finally decide to brake it by joining them with a tray full of coffee, he put it down on the table and take a look around, everyone had stained tears or fresh one on their cheeks, of course Jin wasn't an exception, but being the older he tried to keep it a maximum for the other sakes.

- Guys, I made coffee, please drink, we will have a long few days coming. He said in almost a whisper.

The boys took a cup silently only namjoon and jackson thanks him.

But Jin didn't mind, he too had the biggest difficulties to let the sound out of his throat without crying.

When he took his own cup, his eyes landed on the television, and he quickly took the remote to up the volume following by a : What the fuck ! How do they already know?!

Everyone suddenly turn to Jin then to the television where a reporter was standing in front the same hospital they left a hour ago. The headline that slide was what hurt them the most.

* The assistant of the young CEO and FONDATOR of Vante's World Kim Taehyung was found dead early this morning *

They all started to listen to what they had to say but it really wasn't a good idea.

*Good morning everyone, as I was saying, our source confirmed that the young assistant who was really well know by most of Mr Kim model died this morning, he was bring at the emergency at 02:34 uncounscious and after over an hour of trying the doctors had to declear him dead. Our source said that he commited a suicide, taking pills and cutting his wrist before sinking himself in water, he was for what they said, really adamant to end his life. We still don't know what was the cause of his last gesture but it's a sad day for all his friends, family and colleague. The young man know as Jeon Jungkook was really loved and I'm sure he will be miss. As soon as we got a few word from the CEO Mr Kim we will come back to you.*

- What the fuck ! How can they say that on national televison! Jackson said angrily.

Everyone was really chocked, of course they knew it would be know but they were hoping to let the {suicide} part out of it.

Suddenly Hoseok whipe his tears with his hand, then looking at Jackson and Yoongi direction he finally voice out what they were thinking :

- Why? Why did he do that?