Heal me, it hurt

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Please the end of the chapter is pretty hard, skip it if you are sensitive.

Namjoon, Jin, Jimin, Hoseok and Yoongi had been standing for four hours now to welcome more and more people coming to pay their last respects to Jungkook.

He did not expect such popularity. Of course they knew that their maknae had this little je ne sais quoi that drew everyone to him, but to the point of having to add chairs and a screen in the parking lot so that more people can follow the ceremony .... no they did not expect it.

In the assembly we could see actors, singers, models, tv host that Jungkook met during his many sessions accompanying Taehyung. Every employee of Vante's World, former classmates everyone had answered present.

Everyone except the person who mattered most to the younger...Taehyung wasn't there.

When the ceremony finally started, Namjoon had made sure to keep a free seat for his younger brother, the seat remained empty.

He continues to scan the surroundings, when they finally had to go to the cemetery. Nothing...his brother didn't show up. He had hoped to see him so much, since he announced to him for Jungkook, Taehyung was simply unreachable.

He was scared, he didn't know if Taehyung was still alive or not.

The little squeeze on his shoulder from Jin brought him back from his thought. They all have decide that the last speech would be given by Namjoon in the event Taehyung did not show up, since he didn't it was now time for him to stand in front of everyone.

Slowly rising, he ran his hands over his black suit to remove the dust and smooth it out before walking slowly in front of the microphone placed right next to the coffin ready to be buried. On the other side of the coffin almost in front of Namjoon is a photo of Jungkook smiling toothily at an angry taehyung for some reason.

Namjoon felt his throat constrict at the sight of the photo. Trying to clear his throat he put his hands on his thighs, clutching his pants in his fingers.

Jin gave him a slight smile while nodding slightly to give him courage and with that, namjoon began his speech.

** Since the moment Jungkook left us, i've been trying to write a speech to tell you all , how much he was love, to tell you all the best part of having him in our lives, to tell you how much he will be missed and how much it pain us to have to say goodbye. But when I see you all here, coming from everywhere to give him a last farewell, I understand how useless my speech is. You came for a reason, because in a way he marked your live, your mind or your heart, for some of us it's all of it and you probably don't need me to enumerate it all for you. If there is one thing i'm adamant though it's that Jungkook may have taken his life but he wasn't selfish. This young boy went through more than all of us, I won't enter in to details, but let me tell you this, especially to you who are filming that private moment , Jungkook had been victim of domestic violence, attempt murder and rape in the last months and he never ever, lost his smile, he kept going to work giving his best, showing every one of you his best smile and probably was there for you to let vent out, while he kept this dark secret deep inside him. So no Jungkook wasn't selfish, he didn't take his life for a stupid reason, he did it because he couldn't take it anymore, the fact that the love of his live was taken from him was the last straw and he gave up. So before going telling the entire country how that young boy died, try to put your foot in his shoes and see if you would have survive as long as he did. Kook was a true sunshine but live and wrong people made his world so dark that the only light still there for him was the one bringing him hopefully in heaven where he belong. We will miss you kook, we love you and most importantly, we forgive you.**