Fervid.

Writers Block

My mind unravels at the slightest thought

Of what I have to do, what I have not done

It attacks my creativity, which can't be taught

Restraints around my body confirm, it's not fun

My veins crash like waves against my mind

Trying and trying to make me define

What exactly keeps me writing?

How I get it out of my mind

Sometimes I want to give up

Throw the pen across the room and

Pour a drink into my cup

But something stops me, I make a stand

Against myself

Against writers block

Against everything

And stand up for what I need

Writing can be harder than once thought

Your hands require freedom to do their best

But all of the pressure to update is a test

And once you begin writing, it's half the battle fought

So never let writers block or anxiety

Rule your life when your part of society

Put pen to paper and make the words dance

Show them how good you are, now is your chance

r.b

Background Story:

I really struggle with writers block when I give myself deadlines to write stories. It makes them less-fun to write and it sucks. I think I might have anxiety. I mean I can write poems because they are so short but books are so long. I'm constantly worried I won't update on time, or that maybe my poetry is slacking. Especially the last few days, but this book is more for me than anyone else. So I will continue to update it. I have another book in the works, chewing pens needs to be left alone for a while. The new book will not be released until I've 100% finished it so I know I'll be able to update on time. I'm actually going to release it chapter by chapter, one a day. Just because I can. It'll be along the same concept as fervid but I won't be including many songs in it.

I chose this song because it makes me happy and this poem is really about inspiring and making people happy and comfortable enough to write again.

Hope you all recover from writers block if you have it.