5 years later
It has been 5 years since my lowest point.
My first thought published was Nov 2018
It is now April 12 2023
Somewhere along the way I started to heal. Picked up the pieces starts gluing myself back together. I worked on my mind so much I forgot about this account.
I am now out of that darkness. I haven't thought about unaliving myself in 3 years. I left toxic environments. Quit the job. Worked on my spirituality. Started a business. So many things that I wouldn't have done if I had given into fading away. By no means am I healed completely the darkness does try to creep in every once in while. Telling me that the life I am living I don't deserve it.
I do. I do deserve to breathe. Live. Explore. Love. Heal. Hurt. Cry. All these things. Doesn't make me less than.
Finally if you resonate with my previous thoughts. Just know that was me 5 years ago. I a lot can change within 5 years. Wishing all readers peace.
