Please understand it is not my fault.
I did not choose to hurt,
cry, and dwell in anger.
I was given demons far to ruthless,
for my heart.
They have taken control my thoughts,
for they have left me distraught.
Remember I did not choose,
But I have fought.
I have chosen to wake up everyday,
despite of the desire to never again wake.
I have chosen to breathe,
I chose to believe,
despite of the never ending ache I carry underneath.
