Y/n Sturniolo <3

Confession

My eye started to open and my stomach started to turn. All the crying from yesterday made me feel sick. I slowly started to sit up but ended up running to the bathroom and throwing up. I hate this.  I washed my mouth out and brushed my teeth before deciding to go to Nick's room and talk to him about what happened. I knocked on his door and heard "Come in!" I walked into his room and he looked at me and hugged me. "How you feeling today?" he asked me. I hugged him back and said "I just threw up but apart from that, better than yesterday i guess." We sat down on his bed and i just blurted out "He cheated on me..." Nick looked at me confused "What?" "Fin. He cheated on me. And i lied about how old he was. He's 17." I refused to make eye contact with him and he said "Ok, I know i promised not to tell Matt and Chris but cuz you lied to me and he cheated on you, i'm telling them no matter what you say." I looked up at him tears forming in my eyes "I'm sorry. And you know Nikki?" He was about to get up but sat back down and said "Yeah, what about her?" I looked away from him once again and said "She got me into vaping and she's the one Fin cheated on me with." His mouth opened in shock and he started shaking his head "That bitch! I never liked her and you knew that. How long had you and Fin been dating for then?" I started playing with my fingers and thought about the question he just asked me. "Like, 2 or 3 months?" Nick grabbed my hand and led me downstairs to where Matt and Chris were. Chris stood up when he saw me and came and hugged me and apologised for yelling at me yesterday. I forgave him and walked to the fridge to get a drink. I grabbed some water and Matt looked at me confused and said "Are you alright? You never drink just water." I took a big and then replied saying "I threw up earlier so you know." I sat down and Nick looked at me and said "Y/n has something she wanted to tell you guys." I looked at him and started shaking my head. The other boys looked at me and Nick came up to me a whispered "You'll be fine! You have to tell them and i'm not gonna do it for you." I took a deep breath. Here comes the confession. I was gonna have to tell them sooner or later anyway so here goes nothing! "Right so i was dating this boy called Fin. He is 17 and we had been dating for about 2 or 3 months. I went to see him yesterday for valentines and when i walked in his room i saw him cheating on me with my best friend Nikki. She was the one that got me into vaping the day before cuz she was pressuring me to try it and when i did my problems just kinda went away. So after i caught him cheating i told them both to never talk to me again and i ran off and just sat under a tree crying for hours. I kept thinking about the day before and i gave in and went to a dodgy corer shop and bought one and they didn't ask me for ID or anything so yeh. I think that's all of it." I looked down not wanting to see their reactions. Nick started rubbing my back trying to make me feel better. I was bracing myself for one of them to yell at me. Chris spoke up first and didn't yell but he wasn't exactly calm "You dated a 17 year old?!? Y/n you're 15! You're still a minor so technically that's illegal! And you knew that none of us liked Nikki from the start. And this Fin motherfucker where does he live?"  I knew that if i told him where he lived something bad would happen and i couldn't risk any of my brothers going to jail so i said "I'm not telling you cuz i don't want any of you to go to jail!" Matt said softly "Just please don't go near either of them and you don't have to worry about seeing them at school because you're home schooled so." I promised that i wouldn't see either of them again. Not on purpose anyway.