Y/n Sturniolo <3

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I'm now making it so speech is in "" texts are in -- extra info is in () and thoughts are in <>. !ED/BODY IMAGE TW!  Idk if other ppl do this but i kinda venting in this bit but yk i love you guys and thanks for like 200 and smt reads <3 

Chris looked like he was about to kill someone, Nick stood there in disbelief with his hand over his mouth and Matt sat there for about a minute before grabbing his keys and making his way to the car. He dragged me with him and nodded the boys over and they followed. We got in the car and Matt said "Where does he live?" I refused to look at him and turned towards the window. I went to open the door but he locked it and wouldn't let me out the little bitch. I can't be bothered to deal with them right now. "Matt. Unlock the car door right now." I tried to stay as calm as possible because my nose still hurt and i felt like shouting wouldn't help. "No. Tell me where he lives!" I took a deep breath and slowly turned towards him saying "Matthew Bernard Sturniolo let me out of this fucking car right now!" "I already said no, you're not leaving!" I felt like i was about to cry but i didn't let myself. "MATT LET ME OUT OR I SWEAR TO GOD I'M GONNA FUCKING LOSE IT!" My nose started bleeding again but no one noticed. Even i didn't notice until i got a weird taste of metal in my mouth. I subtly wiped my nose to check and said "Matt if you don't want blood all over your car i think you should let me out." He started laughing cuz he thought i meant i was gonna punch him or something until he starts bleeding.  He kept laughing until he looked at me and immediately unlocked the door. "That's what i fucking thought. Bitch." As soon as i got in i ran upstairs to my bathroom and cleaned up my nose again and i got changed. There was no way i was going back out so i texted nick -There's no point in waiting cuz i'm not coming back out- He read my message and i heard the front door open and close. I was slowly drifting off to sleep and then out of nowhere my phone went off. <who's that and what do they want?> I looked at it and it said it was from and unknown number. -Nikki is so much better than you. You shouldn't have been surprised when i left you for her. She's so much skinnier and prettier than you and she is just better in every way possible. I love her more than i ever loved you. You meant nothing to me.- Oh. My eyes began to fill with tears. When it first happened i decided not to think too much about why he left me. But now that's the only thing i can think about. He was right. She was skinnier and prettier and better than me. I cried myself to sleep that night.I kept waking up throughout the night cuz my nose would randomly start bleeding but then it eventually stopped. When i properly woke up i looked at my phone and saw the time. 3 pm. I kept thinking about that message. It was killing me. I got up and looked in the mirror.  Ew. My thighs looked massive, my stomach was sticking out, i had some fat under my chin that was really annoying and i basically looked like a fucking box. I sat back down in my bed. I felt like i needed to cry but nothing was coming out. I took a shower and changed into my favourite joggers and jumper. Someone knocked on my door so i said they could come in a Nick walked in. "Hey we are about to go get food do you wanna come?" I shook my head and said "No thanks. I'm good." He looked at me weirdly and said "Are you sure? We are going to McDonalds and you can have aux in the car?" I nodded and replied "Yeh. I'm sure. Thanks for asking tho!" I smiled at him before he left and when they left i just sat there. Needing to cry but not being able to. I was so exhausted for no reason. <Do you think they are gonna notice that i'm stopping eating? I hope not.> I really couldn't be bothered to do anything so i just led down and started at the celling. <Is this actually gonna work or am i gonna regret it? You know what, later i'm gonna ask Matt to take me to the gym cuz that should help as well. My new best friends: Water, Gum and they gym.> 

A/N- i didnt know how to end it and i might post more because i am sick so i am off school for the rest of the week so yeh and again thank you guys so much for the reads it honestly mens more that you probably think it does and please comment or dm me ideas cuz i'm gonna run out! :) I love you guys sm <3