Sizhui

Chapter 14 - XiChen

Author's POV

The very next day Xiao Zhan and Sizhui decided to go to the nearby park, so that they can do painting and also talk about their life. It was not like, one can finish all the stories in one day and they were describing their previous life with memories they have.

"Have you decided the theme for our project?" Sizhui asked while still not taking his eyes from his canvas.

"No idea, I haven't given a thought about that.. There is so many things that bonds us together and I want to work from there." Xiao Zhan said.

"I am confused as well... How about we choose something that we feel right now.. What is your biggest feeling now Wei ge....?" Sizhui asked looking at Xiao Zhan. Xiao Zhan stopped in his movements and then looked at Sizhui and said.

"Lan Zhan..." Xiao Zhan's voice wavered a little indicating his pain. Sizhui nodded in understanding. Xiao Zhan took a deep breath and then said.

"There is a lot of things we need to process and understand. When I think about all the things I know... there is only questions without any answers. There is only one person who can answer those it will be him and we have no idea if he is here or not.. But most importantly if he is here..."

"you don't know how to face HanguanJun either.." Sizhui finished the sentence for Xiao Zhan. Xiao Zhan looked away hiding his face infront of his a'Yuan.

"Wei ge.. I don't know what you are feeling.. I know HanguanJun.. He is my father. I know him as my father, my teacher, my guide, my family and also as the chief cultivator of the cultivation world. He was the light bringer of that world. I know him and I have tried my best to describe him to you.. But i know it is not enough and the experiences you have shared are different and I have no idea about them. But Wei ge.. when I approached you and took that step to get to know you.. I was nervous at first, but I wanted to know the truth and wanted to face my past as well as my future.. I have no idea, why I got this chance, I have no idea, why god gave me those memories, I don't know why only we have these memories.. I am sure we have something to achieve in this life. I am sure, what we couldnt do in our previous life, we have got a second chance. We have to take this chance." Sizhui said.

"Oh.. A'Yuan.. you have grown up fine... Lan Zhan did a good job with you.. He is your father that's why you are this elegant and honest.. Now I feel much bad that I wasn't there to raise you. I would've taught you lot of methods to have fun and to make ruckus around gusu." Xiao Zhan said with his signature Wei wuxian smile.

"Wei.. ge.. I can imagine you increasing the blood pressure of Lan Qiren Shifu.. You know when it was our time the 3000 rules increased to 4000 and when I think back on it, I am sure you are responsible for many of those.." sizhui said.

"wow.. You are not that much of a sweet man.. I can feel some wit from you.. ' xiao Zhan said,

"I am always accompanied with Jingyi and Jinling.. you need some wit and courage to leash them properly." Sizhui smiled and then started working on his canvas.

"I have missed a lot of things right.. ?" Xiao Zhan said with a hinge of sadness in his voice.

"wei ge.. Its fine... You are here now.. I will tell you everything and when we find Hanguanjun, he will tell you more.." Sizhui said.

"Ha.. I guess let give everything to the fate.. The fate brought us together and I am sure4 it will leads us to them when the time is right.." xiao Zhan smiled and went back to his canvas.

"Are you coming or not..?" Jingyi shouted from the living room. He was already wearing a black jeans paired with white t shirt and a dark blue shirt which he kept it open. He was holding his car key in his right hand and on lefty shoulder he was already wearing his college bag.