Obsession {fyolai} ||RE-CONTUINED||

Goodbyes can be said in many ways

                              { Chapter 9 }

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Contains : angst, slut shamming, sex
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A few days had passed and through out that time Nikolai stayed with Sigma to avoid making bad decisions, but most of the time it was pretty much just Sigma Holding Nikolai while he cried on his chest.

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"Gogol."

"Nope! Mmmh mh not happenin!!"

Nikolai pouted in a corner as he continued to deny Sigmas request.

"Gogol. You have to go to school. Ugh, how about this. If you go for 1 day I'll take you or an amusement park."

Nikolai slowly looked up and turned his head and attention to Sigma.

"A..A amusement park?"

"Mhm."

Nikolai scoffed in annoyance.

"Fine.."

"Good boy!!"

Sigma patted Nikolais head and walked into the other room and Nikolai thought to himself

"GOOD BOY? EXXXUSE ME?"

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Nikolai was walking around the school courtyard when he suddenly saw Fyodor and his eyes lit up.

"Fedya your aliv-"

Nikolai said as he rushed towards Fyodor to hug him, but suddenly and unexpectedly Fyodor pushed Nikolai back.

Nikolai let out an awkward chuckle.

"Uhm..Fyodor.?"

"Leave me alone, slut."

Nikolais eyes widened. He was in complete shock. He knew damn well fyodor didn't call him that, my dude was ready to throw fist.

Suddenly a girl came from behind Fyodor.

"Omg babes~! There you are!! Erm why are you talking to this freak."

Nikolais eyes widened as he saw the girl. She was drop dead gorgeous.

She was perfect, amazing skin perfect posture and the silkiest hair along with beautiful eyes. She was everything Nikolai wasn't and never would be.

Nikolai just looked down as he walked away. And fyodor didn't stop him.

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About 20 minutes had passed. Nikolai was leaning against a wall thinking about what just happened when Fyodor suddenly rushed to him.

Nikolai sniffled as he wiped his eyes. He had been crying.

"The hell do you want Dostoevsky..-"

"Last name calling? Seriously Kolya dear? Ugh.. look I don't have much time. But I just have to do this."

Nikolai was about to asked what he meant when suddenly Fyodor pushed Nikolai against wall while using one hand to hold Nikolais waist incase he tried to pull away and the other was to hold his chin.

Fyodor began to kiss Nikolai as he rubbed his hands along Nikolais body.

Fyodor moved the hand he had on Nikolais fake and began to  rub his hands all over Nikolais body.

Fyodor was 100% positive he would never see Nikolai again.

(DW HE WILL ITS JUST FOR PLOT AND ANGST.)

Fyodor pushed himself and Nikolai into an empty room and they didn't waste any time undressing each-other.

Fyodor feeling needy and knowing he didn't have a lot of time, just layed Nikolai on his back holding his legs and he instantly rammed into Nikolai causing him to let of a loud whimper.

"Shh.."

Fyodor said as he put a gag in nikolais mouth. he continued to ram into Nikolai till he came.

"Hhhnngh..~"

Fyodor and Nikolai were panting when Fyodor turned Nikolai over. If this were truly the last time he touched Nikolai he wanted to do it well.

"Ngh..dos-kun I already did cam-•

fyodor cut off  Nikolai by ramming into his ass.

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Fyodor had fucked the daylights out of Nikolai. Nikolai was panting and whining when Fyodor pulled Nikolai up and kissed his forehead.

"I love you my dearest Kolya.. and no matter what happens I promise you'll be mine and I'll be yours..I don't care who I have to kill.."

Fyodor left his jacket for Nikolai and walked away tearing up. Nikolai was to weak from the rough sex to protest or go after him.

He felt so useless and thought to himself.

"Why couldn't I stop him from leaving..? I'm fucking useless..I had the chance to stop him or give a proper goodbye but no I just used my body like always..ugh.."

716 words! Sorry it took so long but I passed out twice while writing this.. I really wanted it to be good and I. Just wouldn't sleep till I did but I passed out from exhaustion while writting this..I'm sorry if it's bad but I stayed up all night to write this and it caused me to faint from exhaustion:((

Also Dw fyodor and Nikolai are obviously gonna see eachother again-! They just didn't think they would!