Back To You ( EDITED newt maze runner x reader Love story )

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Backstory.

I crashed into his chest sobbing. After I had to put my new baby to sleep.

" Please please I don't want you to go please" I begged sobs ripping my throat apart.

Isaac wrapped his arms around me brushing my hair with his fingertips, this was going to be the last time I would ever see him.

" Shh shhh hey it's okay look at me " he said as his voice cracked, he tilted my head back forcing me to look into his eyes.

" He's just a month old he needs his daddy. I need you " hot tears spilled out of my eyes as I spoke, quickly pulling my oversized gray top-sleeve to wipe the snot.

His hand brushed against my cheek pulling my face up to meet his eyes I stand into his eyes longingly lovingly wanting to stay with him forever.

" It's okay my Selena okay I love you so much I'm forever yours and you are forever mine ok my Selena I love you I love you and You'll find someone else to be a loving caring father to Tommy. Please please My love please don't be sad and maybe one day by some bloody miracle we will be together again " he said with hope and his eyes tears filling out. Which caused me to cry hard.

" but I don't want someone else I want you" I sobbed I felt his tears fall into my hair.

I took his face in my hands and kissed him like I've never kissed him before. My hands moving from his face to his neck not wanting to let go. His arms wrapped tighter around my waist holding me close to him.

His hands held firmly on my hips as he picked me up. My legs wrapping around his waist as I lightly tugged on his hair.

He walked over too our bunk and placed me on the bed, not breaking the kiss while hovering over me.

He looked down at me lust filling his eyes and that night was pure bliss.

I woke up the next day to feel an empty space next to me. I sat up to see a brown beaten up box with a later on top of it.

Dear Selena

This has been the hardest thing to do looking at you sleeping so sweetly in my arms while our boy was sucking on his thumb its hard knowing I'm not going to remember anything when I wake up.I wish I could change everything please know that I love you with Every aspect of my being your my world my everything please don't ever forget that.

Please tell Tommy about me and how much I love you tell him to look for someone who will love and care for him as much as I love and cared for you. I hope that the last thought I will ever have is of you.

The feeling of your heart beating against my chest.

Your hand resting in mine.

Your lips on mine.

My arms around you.

Your eyes boling into mine.

And by some bloody miracle , if you find me as a different person I'll be writing to them as well.

To Isaac or whoever they've named you now.

Please Take care of her. This incredible woman is my life. And hopefully maybe you will learn to love her as well and take care of our babyboy Tommy. That'll make me happy.

I'm so sorry that this is happening my love I promise to love you till the end of time and when we meet again we'll get married and live and incredible life together I love you more than anything.

I love you more than my own life.

Your Isaac Newton xxxxx

My face was stained with tears he's really gone, it felt like my heart had been ripped out of my chest. The burning feeling wouldn't go away as I cried into my hands.

It was like ten thousand needles being stabbed into my chest, I sobbed into his sweatshirt that's was draped over the edge of the bunk, looking over to the small crib like bed to see tommy giving me a cheeky smile. His smile was just like Isaacs. I stood up and lifted him up into my arms sitting back down on the bed picking up a bottle of my milk feeding him.

I have to be strong.

I have to be strong for him.

Fast forward 3 months.

It's been 3 months since Isaac or Newt should I say now.  My baby Tommy is now four months old he looks just like his father.

I've been working twice as hard trying to take my mind off of Isaac. Janson moved me and tommy to a new room witch had a small single bunck bed and a small bathroom in it.

The room had no windows and it felt more like a prison cell. Janson tried to convince me to let them do tests no my son but every time he tried, I refused.

It's hard not to feel depressed . I've lost the father of my son. I've lost the love of my life. I have lost my life because he was my life, but im going to be the best mother I can be for a son.

I was flicking through pictures of over the past five years. Thinking about all of the anniversaries, they sneak into offices to make out like teenagers the sweet kisses.

It was only then that I realized I had tears dripping down my face it was so hard to talk or think about him.

Isaac, please come back to me

I thought to myself.

I had finished singing my baby to sleep I'm laying down on my bunk that I  once shared with Newt and slowly drifted off into sleep.

(I'm making them all older buy a couple of years so there are around 23 24 and not 16 and 15)