Back To You ( EDITED newt maze runner x reader Love story )

sixteen

I woke up to the smell of the sand and the beach. I grunted as that was a pain in my arm and chest then I remembered.
He's gone.
The love of my life is gone.
The father of my son is gone.
My best friend is gone.
My safe place is gone.
My home is gone.
I felt numb like nothing belongs where it's supposed to be in my body.

I notice something hard in my pocket of my jeans when I realized it was Newts necklace thing that he gave me before he, he, he.

I open the capsule and pulled out two scrunched latter's.

Dear Selena.

This is the first letter that I can remember writing, I don't know if I That wrote any before the maze but Even if it's not my first, it's very likely to be my last. I'm so sorry to put you through this heart break again I wish I could take it back and live with you forever and be a family with you and Tommy and maybe even more little ones. But I want you to know that I'm scared of dying anyway it's forgetting that scares me the most is losing myself to this virus and losing you, so when it comes to the time I want you and Thomas to be the ones who end the the monster inside me. I k ow its alit to ask of you my love and im so sorry ive been saying their names every night alble winston chuck, you would have loved chuck and he would have loved you and alble. Thank you for everything you've done for us it really means alot. I love you so much my love promise me to take care of our baby boy. I love you both with all my heart.

Good bye my love Newt

I clutched the letter to my chest. Feeling the ongoing heartbreak, not once consumed me four years ago. I listened closely. I could hear seagulls and people talking. I walked outside to be met with sand and the ocean and the beach how in the bloody hell did I under here did I die am I dead what's happening.

" SELENA " I heard Thomas's voice in the distance as he kind of limped towards me. I smiled weakly.

" Bloody hell what happened to you ugly shank " I sighed.

" I think we should walk " we've walked along the grass where there were seven large tents people were cooking food on open fires some people were making sheets out of cotton. It was brilliant there were people running across the beach. There were people picking corn.

" What is this place Thomas and where's Tommy" I ask.

" He's playing with Minho but I wanted to check something out with you first " I rolled my eyes as we walked towards the end of the tents near a bunch of rocks.

" How have you been feeling " he asked genuinely

" I mean I'm fine I guess I just miss him " is half the truth and half the lie I definitely missed him a lot heck of a lot more than a lot.

" Well I think you might want to check this out " he said smiling

" What " he pointed next to a rock. I looked over trouble the rock and nearly fainted....

" Hey my love " Newt smiled with his hands on his hips looking completely healthy no sign of them infection. My eyes began to water. As I began to run.

" Are you real " I sniffed as he opened his arms for me to hug. I've never ran so fast in all my life I jumped and hugged him as tightly as I could wraping my legs around his waist as I broke down hardcore crying.

" What happened I thought you died " I said loudly grabbing his face and kissing his forehead and then kissing him on the lips before kissing him everywhere and then wrapping my arms around his neck as he chuckled.

" Well it turns out love that I fainted from the shock of the turn and the huge gash in the side of my waist and when we got here Theresa gave me the cure I've been playing with Tommy all morning " he said as he pulled back and looked at my face before slowly brushing on together where our lips met I put all of my passion into this kiss but the mood was cut off when we heard.

". EWWWWWWW MOMMY DADDY STOP KISSING " Tommy screened running to us as Newt picked Tommy off as well as having me still in his arms.

" Wow daddy's big and strong if he can hold you mommy " did this little shit really just say that.

" You've been hanging around grandpa Vince for too long " we all laughed together.

It was now dark Newt had his arms wrapped around me as Tommy was cuddled up in my arms with a blanket wrapped around us Thomas , Minho and Gally sat next to us along with Brenda , Teresa , Fry, Sonya , Aris, Harriet and Jorge. And over 100 other kids. Well Vince proposed a speech.

" We have all come so far together. So many have sacrificed so much... To make this place possible your friends and your family so here's to the ones who couldn't be here here's to the friends we lost. This place is for you it's for all of us. But this " we all put our drinks in the air advents pointed to a rock behind him." This is for them so in your own time in your own way come and make your peace. And welcome to THE SAFE HAVEN " we all cheered we set a bonfire that night Newt and Tommy had already pitched our tent before I woke up. So I put Tommy's to bed and then the grown-ups and teenagers had their fun around about bonfire everyone laughing drinking having a party eating a lot of food.

This was the safe haven.

The End

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