Chapter 19 {Edited}
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Jessica Choi's POV
-rooftop-
"Why is it like this?" I mumbled as I sobbed. "She called me a bitch? Im not a bitch." I threw the small stone beside me away.
I thought she is different. Well, not that different but in fact I thought she is good. But that's only an impression. I think that he likes Kris too. I just cant get thoughts off of my mind. But, haaaay. That was hurtful. I'm really sensitive.
Then suddenly and unexpectedly, I heard footsteps.
I looked up and saw Kris. He ran
towards me and knelt.He cant see me crying like this. I tried to wipe away my tears and faced him wide-eyed.
"What is wrong? Why are you crying?" He continuously asked with a worried face as I continue to stay still and stop my tears from falling.
"Come on. Tell me."
Should I tell him? Haaaaay.
"Mieun. I dont know what is wrong with her." I said and rested my head on his chest as he caressed, brushed my hair.
"She called me a bitch and kept on talking things about..." I hesitated. There is a limitation for all of things Jess but, just this time, I need to tell him. I want to let it all out.
"Things about?" He asked and I stood up.
I winced in pain as I felt my hand hurt.
He stood up and held my hand.
"Sprain. I thinks so." I said and looked at him
"What did she said to you?" He asked. I think he looks angry.
What? Should I tell him?
"She said that Im a pathetic bitch and..." I paused. Go on Jessica. "She told me that I dont belong to you, that you wont like me. That she owns you." I looked away as I wipe my tears. They fell.
It took a moment for him to speak
"Well," I looked at him.
"Dont believe in anything she says." He took a step forward, coming close to me.
He held both of my hands softly.
"She doesn't own me. She doesnt hold the future, we make our own destiny."
I stayed silent and still after hearing what he had said. I looked down.
He placed his fingers on my chin and lifted it up. I looked on his eyes as he looked to mine too, they we're locked to each other.
"Now, stop crying, okay?" He said with a soft voice and I felt heat rushed to my cheeks, he smiled.
"Okay." I half-smiled as I wipe the remaining tears on my cheeks.
"Let's go now." He held my hand.
"Okay." I managed to say and we went to our room holding hands.
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"Your wearing the bracelet?" He asked and laughed. "Why?" I looked at him and smiled. He just also smiled. "But seriously, my left hand hurts."
As soon as we entered our room, we were greeted by Kal Min and Chanyeol. "If you're thinking about Baek and Rian, they split places with us." Chanyeol said and we just laughed.
"Ehem." Kal Min smiled looking out our hands.
I mentally facepalmed. Why do I feel different?! Uhg!
I took my hands off him because I know how awkward it is, for me.
But he held it again. I looked at him but he just half-smiled as I just stare at him, smiling too.
"Ahhh..." Kal Min said "So sweet."
"You want us to hold hands too? Come on!" Chanyrol said to Kal Min as he tried to get Kal Min's hand but Kal Min refused while laughing.
I just laughed as I look at Kris.
"Wait..." Kal Min narrowed her eyes looking at me.
"What?" I said and giggled.
"You cried? Your eyes looks so red." She said with her eyes still narrowed. "Me? No. Why would I cry? No one died." I lied and joked at the same time.
"Im not quite sure." She said and I just nodded. Okay, she know.
After that, we sat down on our seats and remained quiet because any minute the teacher will come.
Then I saw Rian and Beakhyun entered the room. I just smiled at both of them.
But I just can't concentrate when I see Mieun. I cant forget what she did to me a while ago.
Im not planning any revenge because Im not that type of girl.
So Ill just stay calm and smile.
As I stare at the window beside me, I remember what happened on the rooftop. Its so swee- *whistles* Okay, so sweet. Im squeeling inside right now!
How come that when it comes to him, I just forget get eveything, everyone around me? Oh, I get it. I love jim that's why.