[Kris Wu] Always & Forever {Editing}

Chapter 30.

Chapter 30 {Edited}

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Jessica Choi's POV

I dont want to be hurt by seeing all of that, I walked away. But to be honest, there's only one thing that Im dissapointed to, Kris. He promised that he'd tell me anything, everything, no secrets. And the second thing is, they kissed, which is Im really irritated to.

But, I still love him, even though Im hurt. Why is it like this? I dont understand what I feel. Im so sensitive.

I just walked through the hallway until someone hugged me. I cant clearly see who is it because of the tears. But I think what Im gonna say is right.

"Kris?" I sobbed. But as soon as he broke the hug, I didn't saw Kris.

But instead, I saw Kai.

"You'll be alright." He whispered. I looked at him and just nodded. "I know what happened." He added and that made my eyes widened. "Oh." I narrowed my eyes.

"Yes." He answered.

Aish. I dont want anyone to know all about this but, I know, this will be a topic soon.

"Jessica!" I looked at where it came from. "Hi, Kal Min, Rian." I smiled as I wiped a tear.

A fake one. Not this time. Honestly, Im not in the mood to talk, to hang out, whatnots. I just want to be alone. Alone.

Rian sighed. "Come." She said and pulled me. "Bye." I looked at Kai and he smiles back at me.

For a short period, we're all alone at the grassland.

"Why are you crying?" Kal Min worriedly said. That made me look down remembering what I heard and what happened.

It took me a moment to speak.

I sat down on the ground as they also followed me. "I saw Kris and Mieun at the room. I heard their Conversation."

"What?!"

"Don't you ask when you heard it loud and clear." I sighed.

"What have you heard?!" Kal Min said wide-eyed.

"Many things. And they nearly kissed."

"Really?!"

"But is it true?" I looked at them, "Kris and Mieun, dated before?" They stopped for a moment and Rian came close to me.

"Kris should be the one to answer that. You should ask him about that. Dont get me wrong okay? All I can say about that is, Mieun is a nagger."

What she said made me laugh a little. We said the same thing, she's a nagger.

"Oh." I sighed. "Where can I get courage to ask that to him?"

"Jessica!"

After hearing the voice, I turned around. Not now. "Kris?"

What in the world would I do now? I dont want to talk to him. I dont know why. But everytime I see his lips, I remember their kiss.

"Jessica. Let me explain all of it." He took a step forward coming to me.

"Not now." I said. Seconds later, I saw Kal Min and Rian exited.

"What?" He whispered.

I cant resist it when he act like that. "Okay." I quickly said and looked away from him.

"Hey, look at me." He held my chin and made me face him.

"You and Mieun?" I bravely asked. Well, you'll get nothing by doing nothing.

He sighed. "That's past." He run his fingers through his hair. "I know you heard all of it. We dated but I was just forced. I never liked her nor loved her."

I bit my lips. "What about that kiss?"

I heard him take a deep breath. "Dont you cry." Suddenly, he just placed his thumbs on my cheeks.

Am I crying?

"The kiss? I didnt wanted that kiss."
I wiped my tears away and just nodded to what he said.

I want to spit out the words I want to say and there's so many of it.

"But Kris, you promised that you'd tell me anything. Why didn't you tell me about you and Mieun earlier? So this wont hurt that much?" I said weakly.

Aish. I wish that this is all just a dream.

Why do it have to be like this?

"I was to dumb. I am a coward." He looked up as he bit his lower lip and closed his eyes.

"You're a coward? Then be brave. Have courage." I went closer to him. "Do you think that Ill stay away if you tell me about that? No, Kris. I wont. And if you think that will affect the relationship we have, no. It wouldnt change anything because to me, the past is just a lesson. We just have to look forward for the future. What's happening now is all that matters."

"I'm sorry. I should have said that."