First Eight [PART 2]

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Ah, fuck

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She's here 🫠

frannie luv

6:12 PM

IM HOME AND I

THANK YOU

FOR OUR MOCK DEFENSE

GALING NATIN GIRL ugh sometimes im so amazed at my own braincells

unstable most of the time pero pag under pressure, mwa

FEED ME A WDRD DURING TRAINING WHEN YOU CAN

frannie luv

7:07 PM

It's our first break

I'm so fucking tired

Ana's spot is still empty

And Dein's here

WHAT

I'm

I know nauna silang friends

And they've known each other longer

And Rhein has loved her longer

And hindi pa naman nya sinasabi sakin if he's lost all feelings for her

Or he's just taken with me kasi palagi kaming magkasama

I hate this

I hate feeling like this

When she's not there confident ako na ako

But when she is I can't help but feel so small

I notice everything

Every smile passed between them

I know she has Vargas but

May connection din sila e

it's different from what you two have

i've seen it na, katie

i'm not being biased here

Why don't I have any assurances yet?

Am I asking for too much? Masyado na ba akong irrational?

I can't help but think na kaya he's not pursuing me or what we have yet is because of his unresolved feelings sa kanya

omg

wait

ibang levels of overthinking na to but very, very valid

he could just be scared

or he could have those unresolved feelings.

or ginagawa nyang safety net si dein

hindi pa ba nya cineclear sayo?

No

Wait, Frannie. Back to training muna

She left but she's coming back later daw

And her stuff's still here

go go.

don't let her distract you, babes

i mean wala namang kasalanan dito si dein. sinasabi ko lang na don't let your feelings towards her get the best of you

this is an issue sa inyo ni rhein na kailangan nyong i-clear up

Yes, I know

It's not her fault he's in love with her

nagaassume ka bebe

don't do that

again: clear it up with him

ask him

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What if I'm afraid of the answer 🫠