First Eight [PART 2]

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rhein

12:28 PM

katja

pwede ba tayo mag-usap?

You've said everything that needed to be said

im sorry

hindi ko pinipili si dein

i don't love her, katja

at hindi to choice between the two of you kasi hindi ka option

nasabi ko lang yon kasi yung

yung sinabi mo. nagpanic ako

tsaka safe ako sa kanya

pagdating sayo

I know

Takot ka

And you're going through something

But that's not an excuse to treat me like how you've been treating me

And it's always going to be like this

And nagdasal akong sana ako na lang siya

And I don't want to forgive you for it

So go love her

Chase after her

That's what you do best

I just hope na you heal, Rhein

I really, really do

And I'm sorry sinabi ko yon when you were going through something

But pagod na ko

katja

wait lang please

im sorry

wala na akong nararamdaman kay dein matagal na

hindi ko sya pinipili

ikaw lang naman lagi

lagi

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katja, please

read

i didn't mean to fall for you

it was an accident

ayoko

alam mo yan, i tried so hard to fight it

to ignore it

pero hindi ko na napigilan

and now i lost you kasi inuna ko takot ko

i shut you out rather than you see parts of me that weren't pretty

yung mga takot ko yung pain ko na-expose at nag-crawl palabas tapos nag-rest sa katawan ko nung nag-train tayo kagabi and i didn't want you to see that kasi baka hindi mo ko matanggap o baka iwan mo ko and instead of allowing you to help and understand me nasaktan kita

im sorry

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