First Eight [PART 2]

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🔒 @rgil

nakatulog din nang maayos. nang tahimik.

ms cheerleader

7:07 AM

thank you for last night

ivan

7:08 AM

i dont want to need her

ayoko

Rhein

What's so bad about needing her?

pag kailangan ko na sya

no

kailangan ko na sya hahahah

tingnan mo kung nasan na ko ngayon

ayokong mag-shut down

ayoko lumayo

tinatry ko naman labanan e

hindi nya kasalanan ang nangyayari sakin

She's still hurting, Rhein

alam ko. fuck alam ko

walang hadlang dito. wala namang gusto si kate sa iba

With Dein

There was no chance of her disappointing you

And hurting you while loving you

Which is what your mom did

And what Kate can do

I understand

But Rhein, risk is always better than regret

Isn't she worth the risk?

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ms cheerleader

9:42 AM

You're welcome

Hi, Rheiner

What time can I see you today? Before training?

titingnan ko

busy sa acads

pag may kailangan ka

sabihan mo ko

Rhein

I just

Can I be with you for a bit?

I think that's what you need, too

hindi mo alam kung ano kailangan ko ok

shit sorry

sorry sorry fuck

sorry medyo nababaliw ako ngayon katja

ayokong saktan ka

so please layuan mo muna ako today

Okay

I'm just here if you need me

🔒 @rgil

i do. lagi. and i cant stop

ms cheerleader

9:47 AM

ok

thank you

see you later

See you later (:

🔒 @rgil

ano ginagawa mo rhein putangina.

dein

10:00 AM

dein

pwede ba natin ayusin yung mga forms and shit

kailangan kong madistract

matatapos ako ng class at 11, free ka ba non?

hello, rheindeer!!! good morning

yes i'm g, kahit sa org room na lang?

ok

thanks

and kung ano man yan rheindeer

makikinig ako

tnx

see u

see u!!!

dein

10:58 AM

org room na

paakyat na me!!

ok

ivan

11:11 AM

Nagwoworry na talaga si Margo sayo

She's not saying anything but she is

I know she is

Stop making her worried

wala naman akong ginagawa

sabihin mo ok lang ako

You're not

Are you with Kate rn?

hindi

si dein

Rhein...

may inaayos kaming forms para sa compet

and inaayos na ibang org shit

vp sya pres ako

You're turning toward your comfort zone na naman

stop psychoanalyzing me

tigilan mo ko ivan

Don't get angry at me, bayaw

I'm trying to understand you

lahat na lang kayo pinipilit ako intindihin

bakit pa? ano bang pakealam nyo?

You're asking me kung ano pakealam ko sayo?

You're my best friend and brother tapos ano pakealam ko sayo?

Stop trying to push me away din. It's not gonna work

Stop pushing everyone who wants to be in your life and STAY in your life away

I'm not going anywhere. Stop trying

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