First Eight [PART 2]

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frannie luv

6:16 PM

Break

And I'm hiding in the bathroom so he doesn't talk to me or corner me

WDRD

He smiled at me when he came in and said, "Hi, Katja" really quietly and really unsurely

And di ko sya pinansin

how's the choreo

Stay With Me by Sam Smith

It's

Fuck

fuck is right

the lyrics...

ginagawa to on purpose ng coach nyo

It's supposed to be about being lovers

Incredible choreo and storytelling

All the moves are one second intricate and then the next full-bodied and it's just about us being in sync

I was avoiding his eyes until Coach called me out on it

And then when we were dancing and I was looking at him and he was smiling at me with hope and regret and mouthing the lyrics

Oh, won't you stay with me cause you're all I need

I knew what he meant by our dancing always going beyond the music and the moves

And his touch

I'm always electrified by his touch and I feel everything

But as soon as the music stops or the move is done I shake myself out off his grasp

Whether it's my hand or my waist or my back or him hugging me sa floor

sa floor

Yes it starts out with us lying on the floor

And there's a forehead touch and I

Close my eyes instead of looking at him because if I did I'll see na he loves me even when he doesn't

Or na he does but hindi nya pinaglaban until he lost me

I'm scared I'll forgive him too easily

katie babes

panghawakan mo yung time na nagdasal kang sana ikaw si dein

That

It broke my heart, you know

exactly

But it hurt even more when he said hindi ko sya matatanggap or iiwan ko sya when I see all his parts. The painful, the messy, the broken

He should know me better than that

🍰 🔒 @katiecakes

I can do this.

rhein

6:23 PM

katja

nagnumber 2 ka ba at ang tagal mo sa banyo? hahaha

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malapit na matapos break

hindi mo talaga ako kakausapin?

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or matingnan man lang? kahit sa choreo?

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🍰 🔒 @katiecakes

Remember when I was begging you to look at me. Look at us now.

rhein

6:25 PM

ok, naiintindihan ko

ang sakit pero naiintindihan ko

i'm sorry, katja

sana i was braver

or brave enough to ask you to stay with me and to let u know na ikaw lang ang kailangan ko, lagi

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