First Eight [PART 2]

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frannie luv

11:35 PM

babes how are you and rhein

im nervous

and im so glad jones baby is okay

He's sleeping sa lobby

Puyat sya from waiting for me sa Pop-Up kagabi then we spent all day here

And I don't want to leave Jones yet and Rhein

Got me dinner and dessert

And told me to eat and rest while he watched over Jones

And I heard him talking to him

Rhein said, "Wag mo nang takutin at paiyakin si Katja nang ganon. Bawal sayo grapes. Sana naiintindihan mo, matalino ka raw. Magpagaling ka dyan, ha?"

I don't know if he's eaten already or not yet

oh, babes

I knew he cared about me

But he didn't need to care about Jones

Like he could've not cleaned up his vomit

Or fix his papers

Or hold him while he was being given his dextrose because I was too weak to do it

Or talk to him like this

the answer to wdrd

for today

is fell in love with you

all of you

fearfully and hesitantly

ganon pa rin ngayon

pero willingly na

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keeping up with the serratoses

1:03 AM

Inhabitant

Parents

I'm home

I'll be back tomorrow

Gandalf/Bank

Rest, anak

Jones will be ok

Supreme Court

Thank Rhein for us

Did you thank him na?

Inhabitant

Not yet

rhein

1:26 AM

nakauwi na ko

hi, katja

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magpahinga ka na. napagod ka today

Thank you

ang sakit naman na ang reply mo ay para kay jones

gusto ko magselos ulit pero wala sa lugar. may sakit sya ngayon hahahhah

magiging ok sya, katja

at wag ka na mag-thank you

kung ano kailangan mo

ibibigay ko

dati alam ko hindi ko mabibigay sayo ako

kaya ayoko kitang saktan

pero kasi naging sayo na din ako without even trying

hindi ko alam pano mo nagawa yon pero tangina hindi ko na namalayan

so bukod sa akin na sayo na

ibibigay ko kung ano kailangan mo, katja

kahit ano pa yan

What if it's to let me go? See other people?

*kahit ano pa yan basta wag yan hahahah katja naman ahhaahh

aray putangina hahahahahahh wag ganon babe hahahahahah

sinabi na ngang madamot ako pagdating sayo e hahah 🥰🥰🥰

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hala left on read na naman ahahhah sige ok lang

tandaan mo lang sinabi ko ahahahah ayaw mo magpatalo? mas lalo na ako

iniisip ko palagi na you're too good for me at ayaw kitang

ayaw kitang masira

o ma-stain

iniisip ko na someone will love you better

ilang beses na kitang gustong i-give up

pero hindi ko kaya

kinaya ko lahat

kinaya ko na iniwan ako

kinaya ko yung nangyari samin ng pamilya ko

kinaya ko na wala akong maramdaman

pero hindi ko kakayanin yon

sorry pero it's not going to happen. kahit kailan

magpahinga ka na

magspray ka ng ilong, please. ngayon na

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ok nagawa mo na sana

goodnight, katja

see you tomorrow

namimiss kita. sobra sobra. sobra na na masakit na masyado

ngayon lang ako nakaramdam ng ganitong sakit ulit

sinasabi ko lang. you make me feel

at dapat hindi ako natakot don

im sorry

bumalik ka na sakin, please

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goodnight, lagi

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