A TRIBUTE TO MOONBIN °•° RIP ANGEL

Always You - Astro

"It was so hard
Before I could stand before you
I shed tears out of fear
That we won’t see each other anymore"

Never we all thought one day you will separate from us to become one of the brightest star in the sky."

"Do you remember that last day?
Your warm smile
Remained in my heart, it left feelings behind
And kept circling my mind"

You had the most precious smile among them that made us feel secured and happy, as it will make our long lasting memories.

"With the faith of you waiting for me
Though it was hard, I swallowed my tears and went to you
You told me not to worry no matter what happens"

Everything we believed that you will be there and always will was unexpected although our thoughts of waiting didn't happen.

"Are you still there?
In these times that were hard to endure
Even if I fall countless times
I’ll get up again and go to you
Though I’m late, I came to you"

We know you are, we know you will but not now again in some another universe we will.

"In the end, it’s you
I missed you
I wasn’t ok"

We were but we weren't cause you aren't there, but we will if you are.

"My heart ached because I couldn’t hold you
So I looked for you
I waited for you, tears are coming
The one I love is you"

Loving wasn't a nicest thing we did to you cause we loved you, you did too but we will never hold again just like we did before.

"I’m alright even if things are hard
It was too much to endure alone, I need you, I’m afraid
I’m alright though I was alone
But if you disappear, I can’t endure alone"

All of us are fine if you there are not but the memories we made can't be expressed alone.

"I know you’ve waited for me too
My heart ached because we couldn’t touch
Words I couldn’t tell you
Kept lingering in my mouth"

Those words that we want to say "Its okay you are fine. Take some rest." were their that we wanted to let you hear but it choked upon us that that we couldn't expressed.

"Yes, I didn’t forget, I’m standing here
Quietly, holding it in
Is this our destiny? Are you still there?"

You are there right? Looking at our thoughts and thinking that we didn't forget that past.

"Are you still there?
In these times that were hard to endure
Even if I fall countless times
I’ll get up again and go to you
Though I’m late, I came to you"

I guess you are, everytime you do only we can't see you doesn't mean we can't get you cause you are there in us.

"In the end, it’s you
I missed you
I wasn’t ok"

Now we are not, but still we will try to be.

"My heart ached because I couldn’t hold you
So I looked for you
I waited for you, tears are coming
The one I love is you"

Yet you were close to us but still it felt so far away as we never imagined to be that way.

"Now I’m finally telling you
That it was you since the beginning
Call me once more, hold me once more
If it’s not you, you know I can’t be complete"

We are sorry we weren't there and won't be able to start again from the past but you are happy as you will see the future of all even though we will be still empty without you.

"In the end, it’s you
I missed you
I wasn’t ok (it hurts)"

We love you forever will and at the end of our journey we will loved to see that smile once more in some way or the other.

"My heart ached because I couldn’t hold you
So I looked for you
I waited for you, tears are coming
The one I love is you"

Thank you for ther beautiful journey, although you can't walk beside us but will forever beat in our hearts.

~~~ ASTRO

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"How could you give up on your life like this? You should try to overcome the difficulties instead. Have you even considered how devastated your loved ones would be? Someone might forever live in guilt for not being able to save you. There's nothing you can do for a dead person, so don't die."

~ Lee Soo Ho

TRUE BEAUTY

Although the above quote is not related with the song but it hits hard.