𝘾𝙧𝙞𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙖𝙡 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙩𝙨

trust? aaron hotchner x reader fallout

heyyy first chapter of the book this is going to be so bad I sincerely apologize but I am fucking insane ong 👍🦾🧙‍♂️ have fun reading ig smh

TW‼️mentions of abuse, drug addiction, heavy profanity, blood, trust issues, trauma, alcoholism, murder, relapse
HEAVY ANGST‼️
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It had been a really rough case for you, the unsub was targeting young single queer women, so basically women that are just like you. Even though you were doing your best to hide your feelings from the team they knew you were acting differently, but you told them you were feeling sick with a sore throat.

After another day of work you caught the unsub just before he killed his last victim, a girl who looked weirdly similar to you. You shook it off and gathered your things to make your way to the jet.

You chose a seat next to emily and across from jj and tara. After the team all got situated and you were in the air emily turned to you oh fuck
"y/l/n are you okay? you havent been acting yourself these past few days.." "prentiss im fine really. I've just been feeling sick for a couple days thats all." "oh my god are you pregnant????!!!? jj said. "Oh my god jayje no im not pregnant?!???where the hell did that come from?" "are you sure????" "absolutely 100% positive." You said hoping she would take a hint, but she didnt. You decided to go to sleep to rid yourself of the awkward conversation.

An hour and a half later emily shakes you awake saying you landed. Thanking her you got up and scurried to your car as fast as you could so
you could finally get some good rest and hopefully take your mind off of things.

When you got home you checked the clock on the oven and it said it was 1:30 in the morning already. Exhausted from the case you decided to just go straight to bed, sleeping in a bra and a pair of boxers you stole from your brother when you were in college.

The next day you woke up and all of the memories of the case along with your past came rushing back to you. Not even bothering to check the clock you layed in your bed silently crying trying to calm yourself down. When you finally started coming down you called hotch and pulled your best sick voice telling him you had to take a day off because you had strep throat.

You wake up covered in sweat, you hadnt even realized you fell asleep until someone came knocking loudly on your door. You yelled out to the person telling them there was a key under the potted plant right outside your door, probably not the best idea but you didnt care, it would probably be a team member or a neighbor anyway.

When you hear the clicking of heels across your tile floors you knew immediately that it was garcia. She came running into your room with a big pot of soup and a basket full of candies and other teas and stuff to help you feel better. without warning she yelped out and started whisper screaming "OH MY GOD IM SORRY I D- " GARCIA what's wrong??? you followed her eyes to your chest and realized one of your boobs was half out of your bra. After you fixed it you just kind of sat there for a second, the silence was so suffocating so you said "see something you like there princess?" You both started hysterically laughing and after an entire minute she says "if I had known I wouldve brought wine too!" Again you laughed harder than you had in a long time.

After a minute or two garcia went into mom mode and fixed you a large mug of tea in your cars mug she gifted you, along with a bowl of hot chicken soup that tasted divine. You two hung out for a couple of hours even though you werent the best company because you kept zoning out thinking about the case. Feeling all socialization abilities drying up you told her you were feeling tired, so she got up and walked to your door before turning around with a small frown on her face. "look i know theres something youre not telling me y/n, and if you dont want to talk thats okay, but know im here if you ever need to pumpkin." Before you could reply and tell her youre fine she turned and walked out the door, leaving the key under the plant after locking you in.