Darkiplier x Antisepticeye (Contains Smut)

28.

Anti took a long sip from his glass, sighing and nuzzling into his shoulder as they kept watching. There was a whole scene where John's girlfriend got jealous of Sherlock and called John out on how gay he was, and Anti chuckled, sipping his wine and eyeing his boyfriend. When that ended, he smiled up at his lover, hesitating to start the next one until he asked a burning question. "Darkling, have you thought about doing anal?" He asked softly, knowing it was late enough that it was safe to say, and they were the only ones awake. He prayed Dark wouldn't snicker or smirk. "Either me doing it to you or vice versa?"

Dark first looked at Anti, thinking he was asleep when he didn't start the next episode. But his eyes widened and his face went deep red, blushing, looking away as his cheeks hurt from tensing up so much. He had never blushed so hard. Not even when he was drunk in college wearing the pink "Daddy's Boy" top. He took a long, a big sip of wine. Filling his entire mouth. No one. No one takes that big of a sip of wine. He swallowed it slowly, grimacing at the strong flavor of alcohol and burn. He cleared his throat and looked at Anti, his eyes struggling to stay still. "N-no?" that's pretty much all he replied, in a whisper, looking back at the screen and faintly smiling to himself.

Anti frowned and blushed when Dark did, murmuring apology after apology as he buried his face in the blanket, knowing he freaked Dark out. He went to his ear when he was done, just whispering. "I'm sorry for asking, darling. Didn't mean to make you upset. I've thought about it recently, that's why I asked." He looked down and away, feeling guilty and gross, like he ruined the moment.

Dark smiled softly at Anti, feeling special that he confessed it, but he didn't like how Anti was apologizing again and again. He placed his glass on a small table extended from his seat, and wrapped both of his arms around Anti, cuddling and hugging him tightly, kissing his cheeks and neck innocently. "Beau, it's fine! We would've talked about this sooner or later, and I'm glad you asked and told me that you did think about it." Dark's face was still warm from so much blush, and the warmth snuggled into Anti's neck, maybe heating up again as he said; "And maybe..." he cleared his throat, just to not make Anti blush or embarrass or make him feel any uncomfortable or guilty about it- and well, it meant 'do it' or 'doing it'; "sooner or later."

Anti hugged him back gratefully, looking down at him with a soft smile as he listened, kissing his head. "I like being open with you about things. It ensures we're both comfortable and that we're both levelheaded, that we both understand everything without a shadow of doubt. And I'm not pushing you into absolutely anything, my love. You're...a virgin, there at least, right?" He asked softly, stroking Dark's hair and kissing his head softly to help him not freak out, just answer. "I'm not...just from that one guy I told you about...anyways...I did a little research of my own...and...may have discovered a sex shop close to where we'll be," he murmured, flushing red. "Just if we wanted to buy an enema...condoms and lube are found pretty easily anywhere.."
He blushed even harder, whispering to himself and closing his eyes. "What am I saying-"

Dark chuckled, "There should be no fear of judgement between us, right? I guess we both are just like tha-" his eyes widened, his blush returning, but Anti's actions helped him stay in control. "I... might not be... I-I'm not-" Dark replied, muttering his words extremely fast. Deep breath. he has bottomed before. In anal. And he didn't really like it that time. He was naive about it, and his partner did no preparations or foreplay. "I'm not." he repeated, calmly, when he realized he just went against his own words. "I don't know... it's upto you." he was still a little awkward. He pulled the blanket over his face, facing anywhere in the darkness except towards Anti. "Depends on how long and smooth you want it to be." he stayed silent for a while before realizing what he said, and how it could be taken the other way- he yanked the blanket off and looked at Anti, blushing "Wait, no- the- th-0 a-hhhhhuuuaaah!" he hid in the blanket again.