Bond Of Love

Chapter 17 ( Kartik 's breakdown )

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The scene start from kairav and kartik break the hug . Kartik start crying more . He punch on the side table in frustration .

Kartik ( holding kairav ) - hamesha mere aapno ko hi kyu suffer karna  padta hai why . Pehele maa , phir shubham , phir keerti , naira , kaira aur princess ko bhi . I meant to be hurt everyone ...... I meant to be hurt everyone .. 

He crying hard holding kairav and pour his heart . How he feel useless all the time when saumya , shubham kaira and naira died .

Kairav and kartik become best friends over the years specially after naira 's death . Both share every deepest secret of each other and heal each other pain too . They can't live without each other . Kairav wanted to stop him but didn't as he think this is necessary for him .

Kartik ( crying badly )  - keerti yeh sab deserve nahi karti kairav . You know naa how much she suffer in her life ( he nodded )  phir woh hi kyu ?? Meri life ko rollar coaster Bana ke maaze nahi aaye jo ab naksh, keerti aur Krish ki bhi bana rahe ho . Kya maza aata hai aapko Krishna ji . Saza deni hai toh mujhe do mere aapno ko kyu dete ho .

Kairav take him in a hug . He was sobbing in his arms and kairav hugging him tighlty and rubbing his back to calm him down . He was hell worried for him as maybe because of that he again get panick attack and he can't afford it . Although he saw his breakdown and weaker side before also but not like that not infront of him . Yes he breakdown in front of Manish , in alone but never in front of his children . Whenever he get sad or something triggered him he get silent or always used to stay alone but this was naturally shocking for him .

Kairav ( worried ) - papa please shaant hojaiye . Aapki tabiyat ........

Kartik ( intervene ) - kaise shaant ho jaau haa kaise shaant ho jaau bhagwan ji kya maze aate hai aapko yeh sab karne main . Aare bhaad main gayi meri tabiyat . Aise tabiyat ka kya fayada jo kabhi Khushi naa de.  Kabhi khush nahi dekh sakte aap mujhe kya . You know naa meri khushi mere pariwar ke saath hai toh phir kyu unhe dukh dete ho . Pehele saumya maa ko Cheena , phir papa ko dukh Diya , maa ko dukh Diya nahi saha jaata ab yeh sab nahi dekh sakta main . I can't see this . Hamesha mere saath hi aisa kyu hota hai ??

Kairav cluelessly look at him . He felt pain to saw him in this condition .

Kartik ( shout ) - kyu ?? hamesha yeh mere saath hi kyu hota hai ??  kyu mere pyare rishte mujhse cheen jaate hai ?? According to world I am so lucky mere paas sab hai Paisa hai bank balance hai goenka khandan ka naam hai ( raise his voice ) aare nahi chaiye mujhe paise , nahi chaiye banglow nahi chaiye gaadi I just want peace jo mujhe mere rishtoh se milti hai . Kya sauda Kiya hai bhagwan aapne waah .... Mujhe naam Diya , izzat di sab diya par mujhse mere keemti rishte cheen liye ... Saare ke saare KYU ??

Kairav helplessly look at him . Kairav held his hand but he jerk it away .

Kartik ( angrily ) - nahi puchon inse kairav ( pointing toward sky ) kyu kiya inhone aisa why ... Pehele meri maa cheeni , phir bhai , phir meri beti ....5 minute.... Baas 5 minute gaud main uthaya tha aur phir sab kuch cheen liya why ?? Inn sab se maan nahi bhara unka toh meri puri duniya hi cheen li . Meri puri duniya meri naira . Kyu cheeni meri naira mujhse . Uss din sirf Naira nahi main bhi maar Gaya tha . Kartik was dead that day , naira ka kartik , mendak , majnu sab maar Gaye tha uss din . Ab yeh jo saamne hai woh ek zinda laash hai hamre bacchon ka papa hai aur nothing else . Mere se meri duniya kyu cheeni bhagwan ji , mere bacchon se unki maa kyu cheeni . Why why why ??? Kyu cheen liye mujhse mere pyare rishte ?? Specially meri naira .  Why ??