Her Scars - T.R

chapter three.

T's pov:

I looked at Rosé that was sitting Infront of me with her face covered with her hands.

"I- have no words, Rosie." I tried to be calm but I was fucking tired of this now. He always does this.

He always cheats on her, sleeps around with women and she forgives him. I hate it so much.

"Rosie say something!" I yelled at her with all the force I had. I yelled so hard that she flinched on the sudden shout as she looked at me with her teary eyes.

"Tae-" I cut her off with a loud shout as i grabbed her arms with my both hands. "What the fuck is this Rosie?! Why can't you do anything to him?!" I yelled at her as she flinched and cried on every word I yelled.

"I'm sorry, taehyung." She said with a river of tears falling down her cheek as she sobbed. "Stop apologizing for God's sake Rosie!" I yelled at her again and then left her arms.

She started crying again like she alwyas does. These 4 months were the worst days of my life. I always saw her crying, the cheerful girl everyone adored, the girl who never shed a tear on the hardest situation kept crying for a guy who didn't deserve a bit of her love.

He would cheat on her and then ask for her forgiveness and she would always forgive him. I loved her so much and seeing her crying Infront of me when she came back from his apartment, a hotel, or a hospital where she saw Jaehyun with different girls.

This made me hate him to the core. I wanted to kill him. Kill him with my bare hands and she was the only one holding me back.

She shed a tear everyday for the guy who didn't give a fuck about her. He always cheated on her and she always forgave him.

"Taehyung— I apologize but understand me too. He cheated on me several times, I know but that doesn't mean that he doesn't love me. He loves me, if he didn't love then why would he come back to me everytime, taehyung?" She asked me with her teary red eyes.

"Rosé you sound so fucking delusional. Stop saying that he loves you! He doesn't fucking love you accept the truth!" I yelled at her. I was always sweet to her whenver she came back after getting broken by Jaehyun.

But now I needed to spit out the truth to her..I needed to tell her how much I hate it when she cries for him. She needed to realize that Jaehyun never loved her. Why would he even? He was just a player.

"STOP IT! stop it, tae. This hurts me. I'm already hurt and you're hurting me more by saying this!" She yelled back at me with tears running down her cheek. I looked away from her and took a deep breathe trying to control my anger.

I clenched my fists and sat down Infront of her. I took her soft hand into mine as i stared at her.

"Rosie. I'm sorry for yelling at you, I didn't mean it, Princess but— please accept the truth. This shit hurts me when you forgive a jerk like him." I told her as she nodded her head at my words and wiped her tears from her soft looking hand.

"I know. I know, taehyung I'm sorry but I love him so much. I can't let go of him, I love him so freaking much, tae. When he comes back to me and hugs me from the back, I can't help but pull him into a kiss again—" she took a pause as I stared at her with tears forming in my eyes.

"I know this is toxic. We are in a toxic relationship, he only needs when he's done with other girls and I need him to keep myself sane. You dont understand me taehyung. When he goes away from me. I feel like I might die without him." She said to me as I realized that nothing was going to stop her now.

The fire of love was spread in the forests of her heart and no one could stop the fire now. I knew it. My grandmother often told me that love makes us do things we never thought we will do.

"I don't understand why he keeps cheating on me. It hurts me so much, tae. I want to kill myself—" before she could say anything else I hugged her tight. She grabbed my shirt and cried as she let all of her pain out.

I caressed her back as her tears made my shirt wet. She kept crying as I felt tears forming in my eyes.

"Rosie please calm down, love." I said as tears fell down my cheek. I hugged her tighter.

I never went to let go off her. I wish she fell for me. I would've treated her like a queen but she fell for a guy who doesn't value her.