Her Scars - T.R

chapter six.

T's pov:

"I'm sorry Mr taehyung."

I stared at him with my lips trembling as he spoke once again.

"We can't say anything about her right now, she is in a very critical condition." He said and walked away and I just stood there with no words.

I felt my knees weaken and I felt like my heart just stopped beating at the thought.

I'm selfish. I can't let her go. I can't see her die for myself. I want to keep her with me — I love her so much to let her go. I'm selfish!

I blamed myself as I felt tears pouring down my cheeks. I just stood there without moving an inch. I felt like I lost my mind, I couldn't understand anything.

I cant lose her. I can't Rosie.

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I woke up with a small slap on my face as I looked up. It was the doctor. I quickly got up looking at the doctor as I asked him.

"Rosie? Is she okay?" I asked him with worriedness filled in my voice.

"Don't worry..she is fine. Thank God." He said as I felt my heart relieved on his words as I stood up with a smile forming on my face.

"Can I see her?" I asked him but she shook his head in no. "I'm sorry but not right now, she is sleeping and it's very bad to disturb a patient's sleep." He said with a smile and I returned that smile to him.

"That's fine, thank God she's okay. That's all that matters to me." I told him as he gave me pat on the back before walking away.

I felt like the happiest men alive for a second. Thank God. I know what I would've done. I cant live without her.

The sweet expression on my face turned into a serious one as I thought about every thing I need to do now.

Now that she's awake. I won't let her go back to Jaehyun, I don't care whatever it takes but I won't let her go back to him. I would do anything to save her from that creep. She needs to be free. He's affecting her mental health.

After some hours of wait, the doctor told me that I could see her. I walked in the hospital room with my legs trembling.

I entered in and saw. She was closing her eyes so she didn't see me but the sight I just saw broke me to the core.

She was on the hospital bed with many wires and needles connected to her body, her face was covered by oxygen mask, her head had a big bandage and she was in the hospital dress.

I stared at her miserable state with my knees getting weak when I walked to her and sat beside her on the stool.

She slowly opened her eyes as she felt someone's presence around her. I looked at her with my lips curving into a small smile and my heart just crushed when she smiled back at me.

I felt thousands of butterflies running in my stomach as I saw her beautiful smile after many months which felt like years. I laughed out as tears poured down on my face — happy tears.

I took her soft hand in mine as I felt her beautiful skin over mine. Her eyes looked up at me and crystal tears started forming in her eyes as I quickly hugged her.

"Don't cry, don't cry, Rosie. You're strong. I know you are that's why you survived. My princess." I told her with tears falling down my cheeks.

She kept looking at me with that teary eyes but she didn't say anything because she had that oxygen mask.

"You want to tell me something?" I asked her as she nodded her head quickly I took out my phone and opened the notes app. I told her to type it and she took my phone.

I patiently waited to see what she had to tell me. When she wrote it she gave my phone back and I felt my heart breaking on the thing she wrote as I tightened my grip on my phone.

"Jaehyun didn't come?"

I stared at her — I felt thousands of emotions going through me. Did she just ask me that? How could she do this? And how can she be so in love with him?

He didn't even come to see her but wait wait. He didn't knew about her accident. This isn't fair to him and her. Even if cheats on Rosé almost like everyday but he deserves to know that his girlfriend went through a  accident.

I nodded my head at her and tried to smile but I couldn't. All she thinks about is him. I'm nothing to her. Just a friend.

"I think he doesn't know about your accident, Rosie but don't worry, you should take some rest. I'll call him and tell him, okay?" I said as she nodded her head on my words and I got up from the stool. I walked out and felt more broken then before.

She loves him in all the ways that I love her. The way I'm mad in her love, she's mad in his love.

I took out my phone and called Jaehyun's number. Don't ask me why I have his number. He was in our school group. I had his number.

He picked it up on the third ring a as I heard his annoying voice.

"Hey man! I can't believe ur calling me Hun?" He said in a tone like he sounded sassy — I hate him so much for everything he has done to Rosé but I have to talk to him and it sucks.

"Jaehyun, let's come to the point. I'm the central hospital. Rosé got into a terrible accident and I think—" I took a pause I spoke again before taking a deep breathe.

"I think Rosé needs you here with her. She keeps asking about you and you're not here." I told him and the line went silent. I patiently waited to hear what he had to say.

"Oh duh? Like I care?" He said and I felt anger burning up insire my body. How could he say that? How could he.

"Wha-" before I could even finish he spoke again.

"I already told her that I used her for revenge, bruh. Can't see just go away from me? She is clinging onto me and is freaking annoying." He said and I clenched my fists.

I swear on my life, Rosé. If he said that Infront of me I wouldn't care about anything else, I'll beat him to death.

"You fucking bastard. I was thinking what caused her to do this. She is a strong women and it's again you. You asshole who do you think you are Hun?!" I roared on the phone.

"Oh oh man chill out you are just Rosé's friend stop acting like her father." He said and I felt more angry then ever.

"If you ever take my Rosé's name from that disgusting mouth of yours, I won't waste a minute before killing you with my bare hands you fucking monster!" I yelled at him before turning off the phone as I threw it on the wall of the hospital.

I breathed in and out. I was so angry at this time that I might've killed or died — but I did none of them I tried to calm myself down.