Her Scars - T.R

chapter eight.

R's pov:

“i love you so much, Park.”

I felt my world getting upside down as I stared at taehyung with my lips trembling on the thought.

"What did you-" I stopped speaking as my heart stopped beating when he joined his lips with me. He kissed me.

Everything was so hard to understand and I just sat there with my eyes widen as taehyung kissed me softly and slowly. I just sat there with no words coming out of my mouth.

I didn't reply to his kiss but it didn’t look like he cared at the moment, he just kept kissing me like his life depended on my lips.

He slowly moved away and stared into my eyes deeply, I was opening my eyes widen.

Did he just kiss me? Did he just confess to me? I just sat there with shock as he smiled.

"And I know you won't love me ever, Park but it's okay, I love you, every single thing about you. Your hair, your smile, your eyes, your lips, I love every single thing about you and that's all that matters to me."

He told as I stared at him with shock. I thought we were just friends.

"But Taehyung- I thought we were good friends — where did love come from?" I asked him as I moved a bit away from him and I noticed the hurt in his eyes as he smiled fake.

"It's okay, Rosie. I know you don't love me and don't worry, I'm not gonna ruin our friendship like in those teen tv shows you watch, I'll always be beside you, if not as a lover. As a bestfriend, as a friend who will always admire you." He said as I smiled at him.

"I'm sorry taehyung but— it's not my fault." I told him as he nodded his head.

"I understand you, Rosie. I don't blame you, I don't blame myself. I blame my heart." He said pointing at his heart as I stared at him. He laughed out and spoke again but I could see the hurt in his eyes.

"Heart is a very bitchy thing, it keeps getting out of control, it's sometimes annoying but you just can't take your heart out of stomach right?" He giggled and I just sat there with a serious expression on my face.

He was hurt and I knew it..I for sure knew it.

"Taehyung stop pretending like you're okay, I'm not the only one who needs help, you need help too!" I yelled at him as he smiled at me.

"It's fine, Park. I'm used to it." He said and walked in out of the hospital room and I just sat there with tears running down my cheeks.

Taehyung was the one in a million kind of guy — the dream guy everyone would want. He cared for me. He was the best friend I ever had, he calmed me down so well but it was the harsh truth I never loved him.

And I don't think I ever would.

I once gave my heart to a guy and I'm still suffering for it — I don't want to do this mistake ever again.

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T's pov

Something just happened to me and without any further thoughts I decided to let it all out. I told her how I felt, I've been keeping it in my heart for years, now I wanted to let it all out.

And guess what, I knew this was going to be the end of my bitter love story. She rejected me. I promised myself that I won't cry on the day she rejects me, I was prepared for it.

I knew she would reject me, it's not lik she ever loved me duh.

But when the moment came, I felt like someone stabbed me in my stomach with thousands of knife. I thought that I was most hurt the day I saw her with Jaehyun for the first time, but this day broke the record.

I've never felt more hurt in all my life. I felt severe pain in my heart, it wasn't physical pain, it was mental pain.

I loved her since we were kids. I adored every single about her and called her my princess. My only princess — she was my first love and I would gladly like her to be my last too but it wasn't going to happen.

She doesn't give a fuck about me..she doesn't love me at all. I shouldn't have given myself false hopes — I knew she was going to reject me.

But it freaking hurts.

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