Trying to stay away from him, brought you even closer to him than you ever expected. Not your fault though, you blame it on that stupid sexual desire.
𝒈𝒆𝒏𝒓𝒆: fluff, angst, smut
Warning: Please be aware this story contains, Strong language, Mat...
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾⋆⁺₊⋆
As you finalized another call for the meeting, you wrote down their name and that they would be attending the big meeting Jimin had for tomorrow morning.
Of course your job requires you to go back and forth. Running from one place to another, as you try to keep up with your steps. It's way harder to be an assistant than you thought.
God you didn't have a clue of what you were getting yourself into. You had no information of the actual hell you were getting into. It's not that the job is bad– quite frankly you like it. Well you have learned to like it.
However, there's so much to do. So much stress that starts going on and that stresses you out by the second. Yeah it's part of life and you know that you will get better over time. But you can't help but feel overwhelmed.
With everything that has been happening this entire month, you are more than overwhelmed. From going from a college student to a full adult, to then having problems with a guy you never even dated. To then hiding things from your own best friend, who is suspecting it but is too nice to call you out on it.
To then having a job you have never had before and are struggling less but is still full of stress. There's so much.
You haven't gotten the chance to fully transaction yet. And it's scaring you how fast everything is going. Too fast to the point you barely have time to react.
With the whole Jungkook thing, well, that's somewhere. Ever since the club incident, where you helped him out, which happened about two weeks ago, it has been a full month since you and Jungkook have been apart.
Aside from him wanting to talk and you not letting him until he decides, you haven't seen him. Since then he stopped coming, he stopped calling you, he stopped sending you texts. Everything basically stopped.
And part of you thought that he might be thinking about everything but part of you is truly hoping that deep down he hasn't moved on.
With the realization hitting you like a slap to your face about liking Jungkook. You haven't had a peaceful day. All you can think about is him, the idea of him, or even the idea of being together with him.
Like relationship wise.
Something about it seems so hard for you to believe. And part of you is worried that you realized too late. Or that maybe you shouldn't have since it's a one sided thing. Everything is all over the place.
And you are so sick of this.
You are sick of feeling confused, of not knowing what to do. Of having to cry over someone that you never were in a relationship with. Someone that you learned to like over the past time.
You are tired.
As you finally went back to reality, you grabbed the bunch of files you had on your desk that needed to be put out. Already walking out of your office.
