Trying to stay away from him, brought you even closer to him than you ever expected. Not your fault though, you blame it on that stupid sexual desire.
𝒈𝒆𝒏𝒓𝒆: fluff, angst, smut
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After putting your backpack on the side of your bed, you plop your face on the pillow. There were so many things to think about today, usually you would find a way to not think about the events of each day but today it seemed different.
Everything that happened was so confusing, you've been in this college for the past three years and you still can't get over what happened this day in specific. At this point it wasn't about you and Jungkook getting first place but the whole staring you both did. There were a lot of glares you would give to him and a lot you would receive from him. However it never got to a point to which him staring at you would make you nervous.
The way his eyes were on yours felt different, the aura that both of your eyes held was way different from the ones of before. Something about the way he playfully smirked after had you thinking and overthinking.
How you wished to have a proper roommate to talk about these stupid things, just to share these feelings for fun. Unfortunately this year you didn't get a roommate, you had the dorm all to yourself which you felt kinda sad about. As much as you like being alone and having a proper dorm to yourself and can do anything you like on it, most of the time it gets lonely here.
The silence that this dorm always holds was sad, scary even. And although you have gotten used to the new change you just received, you still felt quite alone.
But for now you have to stick to keeping things to yourself, maybe you can find a way to write it down somewhere. But that will probably won't work out, mostly when you suck at expressing your feelings to not just to people but also in writing. You still are surprised on how you get good grades on writing to begin with.
There's many solutions out there, you'll find one.
As you were starting to close your eyes, you heard a soft knock on the door. The knock was too low for you to think it was true so you decided to ignore it and close your eyes once again. But just a few seconds after you did the knock got louder, making you finally get up.
"No one knocks here, why now!?" you groaned, keeping a slow pace on your steps. No cause you were being serious, there's no one that knocks on this lonely dorm. Not even your own friends, which you are wondering if you can even consider them friends.
Taking a deep and slow breath, you slowly opened the door. Not expecting anyone to ever come to this dorm since you don't have many friends to begin with. But once you opened that door, you regretted it.
"So you were saying Aman- Oh shit" he shockingly stepped back as you did the exact same thing. You have got to be kidding me right now!?
"You are not Amanda" he pointed at you suspiciously and confused "No shit, really!?" you rolled your eyes at him, making him laugh for a little as he quickly went back to the blank expression. Whether he was trying to be funny or not, it wasn't working with how tired you were feeling. Not that you ever laugh to any of his stupid jokes.
