"Buhay ka pa pala?" Sabi ko tsaka niya ako yinakap.
"Nagbakasyon lang ako sandali sa'min, pinatay niyo na ako." Anne said.
"After this, let's get a drink." Pag-aaya ni Kerri.
"Game. Janny? Come with us."
"Oh no, no, no. I don't really drink, and I don't want to be drunk, Anne." Pagtanggi ko na agad.
"Aysuss sumama ka na tsaka, we'll show you what it feels like to be drunk."
"Sasama ako, tsaka babantayan ko lang kayo."
"Tss karamihan naman sa mga nakikilala kong wattpader pala inom, ewan ko na lang sayong babae ka." Iiling-iling na sabi ni Anne
I just rolled my eyes and got out my phone to read a new story from Inksteady. Oh well, she's one of my favorite authors, even though her stories have made me cry a lot of times. I still love her and her stories.
Matapos magluto ni Kerri ay naghain na siya. Schedule ang lahat ng mga gawain dito sa apartment, at salamat naman at nasusunod lahat ng mga gawain.
Matapos naming kumain ay isa-isa kaming naligo para paghandaan ang pagpunta namin sa bar na yun.
I want to drink, pero natatakot ako baka kung anong mangyari sa'kin kapag nalasing ako. What if hindi ko mapigilan ang sabihin lahat ng mga tinatago ko at malaman pa nila? Hindi ko ata kaya yun.
"Let's go." Excited na sabi ni Anne.
"Enjoy yourself there, Janny. Stop thinking about him; he's not good for you. He was just giving you mixed signals." Bulong na sabi sa'kin ni Kerri tsaka siya tumakbo papalayo sa'kin dahil kapag hindi, mababato ko talaga 'to ng bote. Impakta.
Ang unng sumalubong sa akin ng makapasok ako ay ang mga nagsasaywang ilaw at ang mga taong wala na sa sarili dahil sa naging epekto ng alak na kanilang ininom. May mga babaeng nakikipagsayaw sa mga lalaki at pilit na isnisiksik ang kanilang mga pu*et sa gitna ng mga lalaki. May mga nagsisigarilyo and at the same time ay umiinom ng alak without even knowing na nakakasira iyon ng kanilang kalusugan. This is the reason why I don't want to get drunk.
"Dito tayo." Kaagad kaming umupo at saka may lumapit na waiter.
Hindi ko maintindihan ang mga pinagsasabi nilang alak, kaya nanatiling tahimik na lamang ako sa gilid.
"Cr muna ako." I stood, and then I started walking toward their comfort room. I know where the cr here because this is not my first time going here.
But suddenly they caught my attention again. He was so quiet while holding a glass of wine, while she was holding his legs and talking to her ugly bitches friends. And I don't know, but I want to kill someone right now.
Iwinaksi ko sa aking isipan ang nakita ko tsaka ko pinatuloy ang balak kong gawin.
I washed my hands, then I looked in the mirror. There I saw a girl keeping many secrets, a girl who's afraid of sharing... A girl who loves to be alone. A girl who's not had a boyfriend since birth. A girl who craves true love. A girl who wants to be cared for by someone she loves. A girl who's jealous of her friends for having a partner in life she never experienced. A girl who's good at lying and denying to hide her true feelings. A girl who waits for her true love to come. A girl who was always liked by someone at first. A girl who wishes for the person she will never get
Ang babaeng laging pinapakitaan ng motibo, pero wala naman palang ibig sabihin kundi kaibigan lang. What a fvcker fvck.
Pauwi na ako sa upuan namin ng mapatingin ako sa inuupuan niya, and there I saw him looking at me. I immediately avoided his gaze, and then I sat down in my seat, got a glass of wine, and drank it like water.
Ang hapdi ng lalamunan ko ng gawin ko yun na siyang pinagsisihan ko.
"Whoa! Janny relax! What the fvcking hell comes to your mind? Why do you drink that wine? I thought,OMG, Janny! I'm so proud of you!" Anne clapped her hands just like those kids who got ice cream from Santa.
"Oh shit Janny! You surprised me for fvcking sake!" I just rolled my eyes at Kerri, and then I threw a glance at their side, and then I saw that bullsh*t flirty bitch holding his legs.
"All I want now is to drink. Gusto ko lang tikman kung paano malasing."
Gusto kong tikman ang alak para maramdaman ko kung paano ang malasing. Gusto ko din tikman kung paano pumatay ng babaeng linta ngayong gabi. Baliktad na ang utak ko. Kanina lang ayaw kung malasing pero ng makita ko sila, parang gusto ko ng ubusin lahat ng mga inumin dito at mawala sa sarili at mapatay yung gaga na yun.
"Dahil diyan sagot ko na ngayong gabi. Let's celebrate because our NBSB friend wants to be drunk! Yey HAHAHA!" Masayang sabi ng impakta.
Inabot niya sa'kin ang basong naglalaman ng kulay asul na alak. Tinanggap ko yun at saka ko linagok lahat. Winalang bahala ang hapdi na dumaloy sa lalamunan ko. Ngunit kasabay nun ang init sa katawan na nararamdaman ko.
Every shot that I drink, all I think about is them... All I think of is him... What was he doing here? Flirting with that bullsh*t girl? Drinking with her so that when that slut gets drunk, he will do whatever he was planning! To took her virginity-ohh! I'm wrong; I think she is no longer virgin now. Hehe.
I closed my eyes, and when I opened them, I felt like the world was dancing. Hehe. All of my life, I never saw the world dance, but now Hell yeah, I already saw that.
I think I lost myself.
"Oh shit haha. There's an earthquake, hehe." I said then that I heard my friends laughing, and then I laughed too, without even knowing why we were laughing.
Being drunk, pala ay masaya lalo na kung makakapatay ako ngayon, hanggang saan kaya aabot ang kasiyahan ko? HAHAHAHA! Just like the commercial in. Ang sabi dun ay, "hanggang saan kaya aabot ang piso mo?" I hope it's the commercial for ice cream. HAHAHAHAHA! Shit, I'm crazy.
"Omg, bakit umiikot ang mata ko?" I said, and then I smiled when I heard them laughing again.
"P*tang*na kailan pa umikot ang mata neto?! HAHAHAHA!"
"HAHAHA! Let's dance, girls! I think I will lose my virginity after this."
"Yeah. I hope the man who's meant for me will come here and fuck me until we both reach the climax. The climax is the turning point of the story where the greatest suspense is felt and experienced, just like sex. Oh sh*t, I still memorize it. Starting now, I will drink a glass of wine every day and get drunk for me to remember the past and to remember how sweet we were back then." I stood up at tinaas ang kamay na para bang sumasayaw sa ulap.
"Wohooo! Let's go girls!" Kerri grabbed my hands to the dancefloor, and when we got there, we started to dance like happy, beautiful bitches.
I started dancing when I felt something in my waist holding it. Hindi ko yun pinansin at pinagpatuloy ang pagsasaya ko.
Biglang may pumasok sa utak ko dahilan para uminit na naman ang katawan ko at ang ma-miss siya... Every time his skin touches mine, parang may kakaiba akong nararamdaman. Other boys touches are different from his. I want to hold his hands. I want his touch on mine. I want him. Only him.
His hands are being makulit na kaya. I was about to look at the person who's at my back when suddenly he was facing the floor now. Someone punched him ng sobrang lakas.
"Why did you punch him?! Hindi mo ba alam na, he's holding my waist! What if matumba din ako? Just think first! Fvck!" Sigaw ko sa lalaking pamilyar na nasa aking harapan.
I become jeje pala pag nalalasing. HAHAHAHA!
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