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35> 𝘙𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦

The ultimate urge to go outside and let myself sink in this raindrops was high but I still waited for jimin to explain everything. He inhaled deeply.

"When I was 10, my mother committed suicide. We never knew the reason behind it, may be she loved my father but he just lost interest in her. By that time we weren't so famous, her death was kept under the rag and no one ever knew about her. My father married another woman after that and she's known as his wife now."
I sucked in a breath and looked at his side, his face was serious. Eyes still on pouring rain like he had so many memories connected to it. I just realised now, Jimin never shared anything about his past and problems. Everyone may think he's strong but I knew enough. He was just a broken soul like me. I kept my hand on his and pressed a little, reassuring him that I'm here. When I saw his mood is all down I stood up eagerly.

"Stand up" Jimin arched a brow at me but then followed my instruction silently. I walked down from apartment without any slippers or shoes, not caring about my clothes or anything. I stepped in the pouring water and looked up at the sky. It felt like diamonds were dropping down from the sky. Relaxing my whole body, I let myself enjoy every drop on my body. From the corner of my eyes I saw jimin standing there with his hands in pocket and smiling. I passed a smile back and gestured him to join too. Hesitating a bit, he stepped in rain, walking towards me with slow steps. For no reason my heartbeat quickened and face heated. Last few steps and he was standing infront of me, I moved back a few inches out of instict.
Jimin noticed the fear on my face and my trembling body, so he took my one hand and held me in a dancing position. I glanced at him with confused face as he just started dancing slowly and I matched my steps with his. We were dancing there without any song or music, just the sound raindrops falling on ground and our breaths mingling with eachothers. I stared in his eyes and a question slipped from my lips before I could stop it.

"Do you love me?" I bit my tongue afterwards. His hand on waist slid to my cheek, his eyes boring in me. Jimin was silent for a moment making me regret asking that question but then honey and sweet voice filled in my ears.

"You're the thing I dread the most in myself, Ara because I love you so much that I don't trust myself.
I'd die for you, give up all my power for you, I'd give my soul in an instant even if it means I'll have to spend my whole life in torment. Just for one moment with you as mine"

(Torment: severe physical and mental sufferings)

I nibbled on my lower lip to control every emotion flowing through me. My heart stopped for a moment on his words and I closed my eyes.
Jimin held me there like that, without speaking anything else. After a moment I looked up in his eyes.
"Do I deserve you?" I wanted him to hold me at this moment, I don't know when I'll lose all my strength. Jimin lowered his head till our foreheads were touching. Eyes still connected to mine
"You deserve me, you deserve every inch of me, you deserve to love me and care for me" My tears mixed with raindrops and flowed down from my cheeks. Jimin noticed them in an instant. I lowered my head, pulling it away from his forehead and kept it on his chest to hear his heartbeat. It's just fast like mine. I'm not the only one who's nervous. He is too.

"What are you doing?" Jimin asked when I just kept my ear on his chest without moving an inch. I pulled back.
"Checking something" I said while he looked at me with confusion.
"What?" A small smile tugged at the end of my lips as I replied.
"Checking that I'm not only the one who is burning for you"
Jimin stayed silent for awhile and then whispered in my ear, his voice attractively rough.
"I breathe for you, butterfly" Four words were enough to make me shiver on my spot. I pushed  him away playfully and he just laughed. I just noticed the rain has slowed a bit and now there was just a little shower. The sky was clearing and sun was peaking behind the clouds. Jimin held my hand and we both walked to his apartment. Both of us took a bath and I sat on the floor of living room while he was seating on couch with a hair dryer.

"You just have to do things to make yourself sick" I rolled my eyes, wipping my nose with another tissue. I just caught cold after the bath and he is lecturing me from past five minutes about it. He dried my hair gently and then plated it in a French braid.
"How do you know braiding?" I asked with shocked expression. I never braided my hair in last five years because It reminded me of my mom, she used to braid my hair like this. But when jimin did it for me, it felt good. Jimin stood up to place the hair dryer on its place.

"Remember sarah?, She refused to let anyone touch her except me and to braid her hair. I learned it"
Jimin spoke it casually like it was nothing but the fact that he learned it for a small girl who went through alot made my heart flutter all over again. I dropped my body on couch, staring at ceiling with my own thoughts. Jimin came back from his room with a blanket and pillow. I just kept my eyes on him, setting my pillow and tugging me in a blanket, he made me sit. I was fully wrapped up in a blanket like a rabbit.

"You look cute" he said and handed me a cup of hot soup. One glance at the soup and other at him, I made a awful face.
"No, I don't like soup, please. Any other options?"Jimin pretended to think for a moment and then nodded. My eyes sparkled.

"Yeah, you can take five tablets then" I shook my head quickly, no way medicines tasted more worse. No matter how fucking bold I am, I hated medicines. They tasted like cardboard. I stared at jimin with puppy eyes but he just kept his face serious. When I understood there's no going back, I sipped the soup without any expression. He just laughed at my reactions and walked back to kitchen when I finished it. I layed back couch and covered my face with blanket so he wouldn't see me and drifted to sleep afterwards

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Okay, cute moments??
Gosh I love them both sm

Anyway comment how was the whole chapter and which part you liked the most?

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