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36> 𝘚𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵

"I missed you so much, Ara" kriz sat there on jimin's couch with serious expression. It's been five days since I came back from that warehouse and Kriz is visiting me now.
"I don't think" He side eyed me while sipping on the orange juice I just poured him in glass.
"Really, I missed you alot" Scoffing at his words, I grabbed the pack of orange juice away from him.
"If you missed me that much, you could've visited me earlier"

"I was stuck somewhere" I kept my eyes narrowed so he could understand that I'm not taking that excuse in. Last time I checked he wasn't working anywhere.
"Okay fine fine, I've started working in yoongi and hoseok's bar, I was bored at home and finding a job in office is impossible at this moment, so I needed something to distract myself" He truthfully stated the point that he was working. I knew already. Kriz and I are same in everything. We both don't like to live on someone else's money, no matter how much close the other person is. So kriz doesn't like to live on my money. I nodded gently.

"Well, don't you think the jimin guy is kinda dangerous?" His expression turned to serious again as he pointed to office door where jimin just went in. Jimin gave us privacy to talk and I'm glad for it. Smiling at the mention of his name, I hummed.

"Not just dangerous, scary too. But I'm sure of my choice. He's the one for me in this life period" kriz made a awful face on my cheesy line.
"Gosh, too cheesy" I threw the nearest pillow at him and we both continued to talk about random things. Something about my team and jimin's team. About his work and my office. Just then jimin got out from his room in a office attire, it's been long since I saw him in office suit. Handsome as usual.

"If kriz is here for awhile, I'll go and attend an important meeting. Text me if anything is there you need"
I nodded at his words and gave him permission. It felt suprisingly good to know that park jimin needs my permission to step out of his own house. He left afterwards as I talked with kriz. Jimin had been in his home from past five days, he said he didn't want me to be alone and I understood why. But he just can't leave his work for me. The door bell drifted me out of my thoughts.

"Oh, hey" Kriz already opened the door and invited my therepist in. It slipped of my mind that I just had a therepy session. Kriz also had the same therepist since she was the only one whom I trusted the most, his therapy session ended just a week ago and now he was stable with his mental health. Hana was just around 30, she was young but yet experienced enough. Her talking style made me feel comfortable and it felt easy to share everything with her. Just then my phone lit up with jimin's text.

"Goodluck with today's therepy session, I'll be home soon:-⁠)"

I smiled and texted back with 'okay'
Hana probably noticed my blushing face as she sat infront of me. I kept my phone on flight mode so no one would disturb us inbetween our session.
"So how is everything going on, Ara?" She questioned with a sweet smile.
"Everything is good" I replied in the same tone as her.
"Anything new you felt in this past few days?"

"I don't know much, but I always feel scared when jimin gets closer to me. I know it's pretty normal because he is my boyfriend, but still Out of instict I always push him away whenever he tries to kiss or touch me" I spoke it in a low voice so kriz who was in another room wouldn't hear anything. Not that he would actually hear. Hana thought for awhile

"Well I understand what you mean and it's not you who pushes him away, it's your trauma. You're traumatized from everything that happened with you and it's normal for you to be a little protective of yourself"

We talked about an hour till our session ended and we bid goodbyes. Jimin came back after few minutes and kriz excused himself saying he had his shift. I didn't stop him from leaving since he was with me from past 3 hours. It was seven in evening when everything ended but my mind was too busy. So many thoughts were running in my mind as I just stared out of the glass window. The city was buzzing with different energy, Seoul is always more lively in nights. Just then something came up in my mind. The childhood flashbacks I had in warehouse, they weren't flashbacks anymore and I just understood that jimin was there with me in my childhood too, as my lover. So many sweet memories of my childhood with him ran through my head, I never knew about this, may be we were freinds back then or much more. A small smile tugged on my lips on the sweet memories. I layed there and drifted in a deep slumber.