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Chapter 19

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His arms were like a rescue from the filthy world . His touch sent shivers down my stomach where the laughter dwells . His smile burns in my skull . His kiss pulls out my soul leaving me wanting more . We all need someone to pour ourselves into . Someone who can keep us in there . But we spill , and that is how we loose ourselves . I do not have to know you to love you . You are a madness that I wear daily . I do not want know your god damned sibling count or where your mother was born to know that we are one . I shatter in you . I live in a haunted house caged by skin where ghosts seep out of my pores . Some things are felt wordlessly and it is called love at first site .

I shiver and shake so bad because of all the melodrama . I weep like anything with my head on Jason's shoulder . He is trying his best to comfort me and make me feel better but I am blank . Totally blank . We sit in silence for ten minutes when Jason breaks the silence and says , " When you left for Cady half an hour ago I followed you right after you went and then I found Cady sitting alone when I asked her where you were she said you are in the bathroom . But , I was so thirsty and wanted to drink something so I walked towards the Cafèteria before coming to the bathroom to look for you . But jeez my heart beat made its way straight to my ear drum as soon as I heard you screaming . I ran where your voice took me and I cannot tell you how I felt when I saw that filthy animal all over you . And tell me one thing did Cady know that you were in that room behind the Cafèteria ? Or did she only knew you went to the bathroom ? "

" Jason , she was the one who told me that I was called by Mrs.Dsouza in that room . I never went to the bathroom . She called me and sent me over there . I do not know what the fucking hell is wrong with her . How can she do this to me ? Moreover she lied to you ? Oh my god I cannot believe this . Never in my wildest dreams I thought that something like this will be taking place and the big hand in the happening of such an event was Cady's . Beyond my damn imagination it is . I really feel so shattered right now that I cannot explain Jason . "

I cry with all of my heart .

" Hey , baby shhhhh shhhh I am here for you . See ? We will fight it all . We will find out the reasons. And its not only your best friend who has betrayed you its mine too . Its Jade . He was in the scene too . He stabbed me in my face . How dare they force you . I am feeling as bad as you are Abby . We are in this together okay ? "

I feel kind of cozy by his words but I cannot take out the cold crap done by Cady out of my skull . It kills me . Thirteen years of friendship and this is what she does in the end ? Gives me pain ? Gives me humiliation ? That too without any reason ? What the fuck is her problem ? I am so angry at her . And I am scared as fuck .Deep inside I just wish , just wish that I am proved wrong and its not Cady . I just hope its not her . I have never been through such things . I have always been away from all of it . And it scared the shit out of me . I can still feel the goosebumps and that mother fucking Nick's nasty tongue on my neck . Gosh I cannot take these creepy thoughts out of my mind . I burry my head into Jason's chest so that I enter some other world . A world where we both are set free from all these morons , dickheads and bitches . A place which has no escaping and running . Where there is lifetime indifference-of apathy melt away in a single moment . I will ache for him . In our small world full of laughter and happiness . Where we cook , love , cuddle , paint , fight , eat , sleep , think , shop and do every damn thing together . I feel this temporary peace when I hide myself into him . He runs his long fingers through my hair and I cannot explain how much I love it .

" I love you . Don't be afraid . We are one . " Jason says and kisses my forehead .

( hey peeps . Wassup ? Hows everything . So see how bff's ditch you . Be carefull all of you . Keep reading and keep voting . Love all

I hope one day someone reminds you how beautiful you are. I hope he finds words to touch you where his fingers can't & holds your soul when you're fragile like glass I hope you find someone who asks before they kiss you, because they want to see your lips part ways. I hope his hands feel right around your waist when you reply 'yes' I hope you never need to ask if he's the one because the answer will be staring you in the face.