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Chapter 9

I feel too dizzy when I wake up . My head is spinning badly . I could barely think when did I fall asleep last night . I wake up in a fucking mess , my hair look like a nest and I don't know who the hell changed my clothes . I have so many questions , I am full of mixed emotions .

I call for Cady , and she sits at the edge of the bed besides me . I don't know why , but I could'nt stop myself from crying , so I threw my hands around her neck , and I hugged her tight . Very tight .

I need her . I need my best friend . I ask her sobbing into her neck , " What happened yesterday night , was'nt good . What do you think ? . "

" Aw , it was just a dare baby , don't think about it , also it was what you always wished . Was'nt it ? We all are grown ups . And we know how to handle situations . Don't Worry . Okay ? "

" I don't know , its wierd . Jason was kissing me , and the mysterious part is , he was full on me . He was very much interested . I felt that in his touch . I don't know what was it . I just feel multifaceted . Happy and sad both . "

" Stop thinking too much , you are creating problems that do not even exist . It was just a kiss  , end of the story . " She calms me down . " I don't think so that I can face him now . "

" Stop talking bullshit , you piece of shit . " Cady barks at me .

"Who changed my clothes yesterday night  ? "

" Yeah , yeah , I did . But do not worry , I closed my eyes . And afterall , we are the same breed . "

She finishes to lighten up the mood . I laugh at her answer .

She tells me , we had to go to a beach today and we need to get ready and all for breakfast and then move for the beach . I freshen up myself . Today , I decide to wear my ripped hot shots , with my turquoise blue tank top , my hair perfectly curled up , with mascara on my eyes and gloss on lips . I decide to wear my canvas at my feet .

I am ready , Cady as well .

I am a little nervous . How will I face him ? What is he thinking apparently ? Will we talk again ? Is he angry with me ?

My mind is flooded with questions . I shake my head to get rid of them when Cady holds my hands and gives me a satisfactory smile and we move to the dinning hall , for breakfast . I am trembling and cold .

As soon as I step in , I can see him . I can see him laughing with his friends , having fun , my god , he looks so adorable laughing . He is my ball of happiness .

I can still feel his touch on me , I still remember the minty taste of his mouth .

I get goosebumps when I think about  yesterday night . I wanna run back to the room . I wanna be alone . But , Cady helds my hand tight and does not let me go .

Shit , what if he looks at me ?

We move from his side , and I feel his eyes on me .

Fuck . Fuck . Fuck .

I am numb , shit I can't even stare back , I barely have the strength to do so .

We straightly move fastly towards the plates and gather one each in our hands . I can see Jason following me till the fruit counter , he leans on me a little , when he has to pick a spoon . Was he leaning on me intentionally ? I ask myself . I somewhere feel good , if that was intentional .

I hurry , and move towards Cady as fast as I can .

I only have a little food in my plate today , because my stomach is already full of butterflies and bees and what not .

While we were eating .

I could see Jason walking towards my table . I straighten my back and sit in a good posture . And eat like a human . Shit , his hair look so sexy and his irresistable eyes on me .

Only on me . It feels so good . I am cold and breathless , when he says , " Abby ? are you okay ? "

" Uhmmmmm... yeah , I .. I am fine . "

" Are you sure , I mean .. yesterday night , if you know what I mean .. "

" Yeah , yeah I totally understand . Its fine . I am fine . What about you ? "

" I am fine too . I was worried about you . "

" Oh , well .. Thank you , so was I . "

" Okay , whenever you feel somthing awkward do tell me . Take care  . "

" Ofcourse . You too . "

What ? Oh my god . Did he just say , he was worried about me ? Did he just told me to take care of myself and tell him whenever I feel awkward ? What the actual fuck is happening .

My cheeks are burning red , I can feel my own heat .

Fuck ... I am so damn happy , I am probably getting chills .

I could barely stop staring at him . When we were talking . His soft lips moving in slow motion and his eyes , perfectly bright . And his comforting and soothing smile is all that I need to make my day go all too well .

I wanted to jump , shout , scream , cry , dance , sing .

It is a little too much , but only the person who is in Love can feel it .

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