Waiting for Jhoyz

four

I sighed and I was surprised when he suddenly hold my shoulders and embraced me.

I can hear his heartbeat loudly in my ears as I placed my head on his chest. If only I can stay like this. Yonghwa can make me happy with small things that he do. He can make me smile and he can calm my fears. I close my eyes and savor the moment. I slowly raise my arms and hug him. If only I can stay like that with him.

" Jhoyz...please dont be sad. I breaks my heart seeing you cry. " he told me quietly. His chin on top of my hair and his arms holding me close.

I placed my hands on his chest and push him away so he will release me.

" please ...can we go home now? " I asked him.

I felt so lonely now. Knowing that I like him and we cant be. I cant lead him on when theres no future between us.

" Jhoyz..can I talk to you again?" He asked me. I just shake my head whispering - no.

He brought me home but I went down at the gate of the subdivision.

I dont want him to know where I live. I also dont want my daddy to see him.

He hold my hand and smile at me.
I smiled back at him.

" please dont talk to me anymore Yonghwa. This is the last time Im going to see you or talk to you."
I told him keeping my voice neutral.

He was surprised. He tried to say something but I ran inside the subdivision and didnt look back.

Even when he shout my name.
I just walk hurriedly away from him. Tears falling from my eyes.